자신의 몸보다는 가족의 생계를 위해 분투하고 희생한 삶이었지만, 이러한 삶이 오히려 해가 되어 돌아왔다는 것에 대한 회한과 환멸이 묻어났다.
It was a life which he struggled and sacrificed for the livelihood of his household instead of their own human anatomy, but regret and disillusionment during the fact that this type of life came ultimately back as a harm was buried.