then my pop gave me a big lecture about leaving the man i was in love with , i got back , forgave you weeks before i told you i did , which was about the time karrim told me you never gave up on me , then got myself caught up in procrastination , which , by the way , pop also used to lecture me about all the time , so it got harder and harder to talk to you about it to the point where i pissed you off and made you give up on me .