i heated some water , washed a bit at the basin in the bathroom space and pulled on some undergarments , cashmere stockings attached to garters and a long , dusty pink , soft wool knit dress that clung everywhere , had a scooped neckline , some serious cle**age ( by the way , all my dresses had serious cle**age , this was the way they were made , this was what my underwear also made when i strapped it on and , it had to be said , natural cle**age was the way i was made ) and long flowing sleeves that belled out at the wrists .