unhurried , his fingers pulled the material of my nightie up and i stared in his eyes , my body warm and still , my mind focusing on everything all at once , the feel of him , the smell of him , his lips so close , his eyes so gorgeous , his eyelashes so thick , the room lit with candlelight , my lips feeling bruised , my mouth wanting his back , the brilliant feel of my br**sts pressed hard against his chest , the better feel of his hard c**k pressed against me - he finally got the material up and slowly , like he had all the time in the world , as i held my breath , his fingers slid back down inside my panties .