a gentle touch then he used his hands and his torso to push me until my back was to the bed , my head to the pillows and he settled at my side on his forearm , the hand that was at my neck sliding down my shoulder , my arm , in , over the lace and satin at my ribs , down , over my belly , curling at my waist , down , over my hip , all of this slow , all of this taking his time , all of this while his eyes watched .