she said , 'meow ' and in my head i heard , 'let me out ' and i know , '' i shook my head and waved my hand between us , `` i know , frey , that sounds utterly unhinged but i kid you not , that is exactly what i heard not once , not twice but , '' i leaned into him , grabbed onto both of his biceps and got up on my toes , `` three times .