and , even if she was an excellent actress hiding a deceitful , larcenous heart , ( although this option , day-to-day , was seeming less and less viable ) she was still the vision of beatrice godwin , she was still extraordinary in bed , she was always surprising him ( speaking french , looking , while eating chocolate mousse , ( nearly ) like she did when she reached orgasm ) and he was still going to have her for as long as he wished no matter what it took .