that said , i was not wrong and i knew i was scorching under that hot sun and although lahn often got up to wander the top of the dais , chat with the man in robes , warriors who came forward or other men who approached , i was not allowed to do so and since my husband could not communicate with me and since he was in warrior king mode he did n't try so a lot of the time i was bored out of my freaking mind .