i tried to visualize him with his massive height , shoulders the width of a side-by-side refrigerator , smooth , deep golden skin , ripped muscles-which cascaded down his chest into what had to be the only ten-pack abs i 'd ever seen-shiny thick waves of long jet-black hair , his exquisitely sculpted cheekbones , angular jaw , fierce turquoise eyes , full , strong lips , and warrior-hands the size of frisbees .