so i did n't see my husband a lot , partly because i was busy and partly because i was doing my all to avoid him ( thus wandering the marketplace with my posse and the many walks i would take with my kids to be amongst my people and to work off my baby weight ) because when he was with our kids , especially isis , the way he doted on her ( and both of them , really , but early warning signs showed princess isis was going to be daddy 's little girl ) sent that warm sweetness through me so strong , sometimes it was a wonder i kept my feet .