and seriously , our date-which included its shaky start , sure , but it also included great champagne , delicious food and apollo and i eventually chatting and laughing , another fab horse ride back with apollo , a brilliant kiss and the promise of an orgasm ( or more than one since he 'd said we 'd be doing it repeatedly ) -but it ended in death and destruction and him shouting at me and being sarcastic-i do n't think anyone would blame me that his words pissed me off .