thanks to my compulsory cleaning during my three days off , neatly located in the top drawer were all the things i might need at a moment 's notice during the night : a flashlight , kleenex , chapstick , tylenol , three condoms quinn had left when we 'd dated , a list of emergency phone numbers , a cell phone charger , an old tin box ( full of pins , needles , buttons , and paper clips ) , some pens , a notepad ... the usual mixture of handy items .