she told me how my attorneys were trying to reach me , but then i 'd been ignoring all `` worldly messages of late , '' and she recounted the details of an assault on rose , her blindness , the scarring of her face and throat , and how she had cried out for me over and over in her agony , and how seth had heard that cry , how fareed had heard it , and how , on my behalf , they had intervened .