`` my life is changing again , and just when i think i 'm on the right road , something else happens to prove me wrong , and i 'm so tired of being wrong and i think i 'm mad at you because you stayed away an extra three days , and now you 're back but i know it would be best if i stayed away from you and everyone else because i could hurt you , seriously hurt you , and i just do n't know how much more i can take ! ''