i kept the secret so that you might not have the disgrace in your own eyes , and so that the cameras would not come poking in your windows , the reporters would not come crowding your stoop to demand of you how was it possible that out of your torah and your talmud and your kabbalah came gregory belkin , the messiah of the temple of the mind , whose voice is heard from the city of lima to the towns of nova scoda , from edinburgh to zaire .