he smelled like blood and flannel and smoke , and for a moment she closed her eyes , thinking of the way alec had grabbed onto jace the moment he 'd seen him in the hall , because that was what you did with family when you 'd been worried about them ; you grabbed them and held on to them and told them how much they 'd pissed you off , and it was okay , because no matter how angry you got , they still belonged to you .