they ... they ... when they killed the miners one was not all the way dead , and , and , and we could hear him hammering on the door with his fists , and i stood in the tunnel and listened to him die and i wished him dead so that the noise would stop , but , but , but when it did it went on in my head , and i could , i could , i could have turned the wheel but i was afraid of the dark guards who have no souls and because of that the darkness will take mine ... '' the little voice died away .