'it 's a bit ... look , i 'm really very happy , but ... well , millie 's nice but she agrees with me all the time and nanny and granny still treat me as if i was n't , well , you know , queen and everything ... not that i want to be treated as queen all the time but , well , you know , i want them to know i 'm queen but not treat me as one , if you see what i mean ... ' 'i think so , ' said agnes carefully .