time gives , and time takes away oh , im not making any sense im sorry maybe im saying that i hope that you can love people like edril he has so far to go , when they are little , you think , it will be easier when they are older because they will be more like you but theres something lost , too i feel so useless they can take care of themselves they dont need me any more they go away im just an appendage to their life and i cant protect them i feel so helpless !