delightedhe had to admit to himselfat the passion of their play : alicia wrestling pat , pulling hair , scratching ... lonny throwing a potted plant across the room , just missing bertha ... anna arming herself for her continual food fight : not letting anyone into the kitchen for two days runningit maddened him with delight , all their new selves , presences , odors , all their swearing and hating and fucking and shitting on each other ... all their weirdness , ah , the queerness of the moment : he felt himself being pushed back , falling out of the dream , actually waking up finding himself on the floor , sprawled , spread-eagleddamn , its just got ta be time !