at first , it seemed only to indict men , males , sum up the whole patriarchal lie and conspiracyits a manual for the inquisition ... used by just about every judge in every court , royal or clericalburning witchessome warlocks ... but its ... its ... look , d , maybe im going nuts , maybe its just me burning out , the academic wrangling come home to roost , i dont know , but every time i read something i keep hearing myself saying believing is seeing ... then the snide , mocking laughter of the echo , seeing is believing .