i clicked through her playlist , wondering if she 'd cowered in the dark listening to the music that drowned out her terror : `` fear of the dark '' by iron maiden , `` trains '' by porcupine tree , `` do n't fear the reaper '' by blue oyster cult , `` drumming song '' by florence and the machine , `` the weeping song '' by nick cave and the bad seeds , `` wretches and kings '' by linkin park , `` on my own '' by three days grace , `` i 'm not okay '' by my chemical romance , `` cryin ' like a bitch '' by godsmack , and `` last man standing '' by pop evil .