he wanted to know her name , but he dared not ask her a third time , and she pushed her chest against his , and he could feel the hard nubs of her n**ples against his chest , and she was squeezing him , somehow squeezing him down there deep inside her and this time he could not ride it or surf it , this time it picked him up and spun and tumbled him away , and he was arching up , pushing into her as deeply as he could imagine , as if they were , in some way , part of the same creature , tasting , drinking , holding , wanting ... -let it happen , she said , her voice a throaty feline growl .