however , for all her lifelong and passionate adoration of them , the spirits hadnt granted her a fruitful womb : after fantyr , her precious , was born , her insides had dried up like an old well , so that she had to resign herself to her barrenness , while fazen lavished his potent seed on his odious mistresses , filling the palace and the castle with filthy little bastards whom firalda , along with their mothers , was forced to exile to the minelands or , sometimes , if they became too greedy and contrary , even dispatch through her loyal henchman , adding to the weight of her remorse and her fear of the spirits reckoning .