though queen firalda didnt need any more sorrows than those shed already been afflicted with for one day fazen , oblivious to her initial pleading and then to her growing anger ( in a moment of madness shed even threatened to slit his throat while he slept ) , decided that he had had enough with fantyrs atrocities ( your cocksucking , gown-wearing puppet , he had called their child , though the spirits knew how hard firalda had tried to eradicate her sons love of crossdressing ) , and cast him out of the palace and the castle , sending him to live at the very border of inhabitable feerien , at the mouth of waste valley , where only destitutes and scavengers trod .