when the story of our heroic re-conquest of cromwell town is written it must include everything important , so keep memos of all the important stuff - like how you wish you would just die during those times when you are just being crushed under all the anguish and suffering being heaped upon you - like how you wish a huge chunk of ice would fall on you and crush you and put you out of your misery - because you just ca n't take any more suffering from the bitter winds and the bitter cold and the terrible hunger and the endless hell you have to endure in marching through deep snow up and over and across these interminable mountains etc. , etc .