the answer is theres guilt in me ... my intestines , my muscles , my heart , my mind , guilt swims in them all , preventing me from doing so.. when theres a question of why i cant figure something out myself , theres always an answer ... im insecure about being shallow so much ... she cant feel bad for leaving a man who lets anything stop him from respecting her ... havin mood swings and not tellin her whats wrong ... jerk alert !