he was n't anywhere cool that the banshee was out to make him hurt himself , but he figured he had enough mind over matter self-control , now that he knew what was going on , if he felt that overpowering desolation start to hit , he could stop , handcuff himself or something until it passedand still be able to provide back-up for cael , but his gaze raked down kiene 's slim form , the hunched shoulders like she was trying to pull into herself .