you know , jacob , i always wished to be in the african jungle , taking rare photos of the wildlife : elephants , lions , and snakes enjoying the hot sun , drenching in the heavy rain , and running in the swirling dust sleeping in the tent , listening to the rain outside , and bathing in the natural rivers eating from the mud pot with the african children , and dancing with the tribes , with the stick in my hand and feathers on my head i wanted my wild photos and videos to be seen by the world , and what am i doing here ?