how i got caught up in a meeting for magician how i soaked the entire bed without a even a drop of water anywhere near me how i froze the humungous water wave.and how the lighting came through water and strike me and got absorbed right into me how i made the water float all around the hospital room..and how my own loving parents came to a decision like this i burst out screaming and crying as i suddenly opened my eyes because recalling these heartbreaking terrible memories made me burn from inside because it hurts so much i spent hours and hours talking with the beautiful nature and searching for answers .