freyja sat as she had seen him sit at least a hundred times before , and went to place her fingers around my head but found that they had a will of their own , and suddenly she felt a surge of energy come up from her fingertips , through her whole being , and out of her now open mouth , leaving a vile taste behind , and for ten minutes she sat transfixed at the head of my bed , then she heaved , and was violently sick over my pillow , but her fingers never faltered , and inside my head the dark blue hue slowly changed to pink , and started to push the black void even faster to one side , and yet more scrabble tiles started to tumble in , it was starting to get very crowded in there , what is a crowd ?