but even before the hard sell began i already knew in my own mind that this ship was for me , although i wouldnt let on just yet , it might just save me a few million euros , and finally , as i thanked carol for a job well done so far and said my goodbyes to all and sundry i told her to take a short break before returning to el campo , and go and have some quality time with her son , after what she had come up with in just 2 weeks she deserved it , and then it was back to el campo for me - for something to eat .