when his wife finally succumbed to the tumour , his heart was not into going back to work for airworks , and the display team could only offer him little more than expenses , but that was enough , he had his pension , a very generous insurance pay out , and a tidy bit left in the bank after he sold their his four bed roomed house and bought a small flat , not only was the house too large for one , but it also had too many memories in it .