he had no goal , no destination , he was simply moving to move , traveling with tomaz and leah because they were the two who had rescued him , and yes they were fine , but they werent anyone important , they werent people who could fix the situation he was in , they were just two people , two exiles , how had he ever gotten himself into this situation , what was it that he had done - done - he needed to figure out what he had done and return to his mother , the empress , the ruler of lucia .