usually , when i find myself in a situation like this , i eventually accept that my sub-conscious is trying to tell me something , so i made myself a hot leche de almendra ( almond milk drink ) , which i had gotten a liking for when the hospital had started weaning me onto more conventional foods , sat down in front of my little black box , and googled hawker hunter , just on the off chance that there might be something of interest to browse through .