the experts had covered all my known traumas , and successfully exorcized them , the deaths of sheila , breena and james , the accident , george and millies tragic demise , my coming into all that dosh ( apparently it can be a traumatic experience to some people ) , my kidnap attempt , the mid atlantic rescue , the drug dealers and all the other little incidents in my new life , but none of them could shake free my one last demon , so paco devised a plan he would hypnotise me .