fortunately all signs of the tragic accident had been removed from the crash site , and as we circled overhead , in a very comfortable helicopter , paul and eddy pointing out things of interest , i then had another of my thoughts ; they were becoming very indispensable members of my team , so on my return to the hospital , a couple of hours later , i rang england and had a full , frank , and meaningful discussion with mr mattius , ( him upstairs ) at monastery housing association .