therefore is light given to him that is in misery and life unto the bitter in soul ; who long for death , but it comes not ; and dig for it more than for hidden treasures ; job 3:20-21 table of contents chapter one chapter two chapter three chapter four chapter five chapter six chapter seven chapter eight chapter nine chapter ten chapter eleven chapter twelve chapter thirteen chapter fourteen chapter fifteen chapter sixteen chapter seventeen chapter eighteen chapter nineteen chapter twenty chapter twenty one chapter twenty two chapter one awakening theodore powers woke with a start .