there , among the things i loaned wendy , i find some items from tucker : a fishing lure that i bought him at a tackle shop in jackson-his lucky carrots lure , he called it-a pressed wildflower from one of the wreaths he used to make for my hair , a mixed cd i made him last year , full of songs about cowboys and songs about flying and songs about love , which he listened to a bunch of times even though he must have thought it was corny .