her hand was shaking when she put the glass back down on the table and she was clearly as surprised as me by the drink throwing , but the cool thing was she was going to go through with it , she was just going to ride her anger right the hell out of the bar , and i knew there was no chance i could get her to stay , and i was sad because not only was i losing the one decent friend in my life , i was also losing this friend i suddenly wanted to make out with .