she took a moment to brace herself , then she stepped inside the ups man -- -- three more hours -- i should just quit -- i ca n't quit but i wish i could -- three more hours -- ca n't quit -- wife would be furious -- but there 's got to be more work out there -- i never should have taken this job -- three more hours to go -- the chill of the air , the pumping of a heart , the sudden brightness -- solidness -- of the living world around her .