it burns , it burns , and the worms that fell from his eyes and afraid of needles are you and what would you do , and lilly , lilly , do not suffer me to live past you , do not suffer me to see you suffer , and the thing in the jar and the thing in the thief his chest splitting open like the t. cerrejonensis shell splitting open and the unblinking amber eye , and the infestation this is my inheritance and each kiss the bullet , each kiss the dagger plunging home and i would die , i would die and never fall in love , will henry , never , never and the insubstantiality of water and she the cup , lilly the vessel that bears the uncountable years , do not suffer do not suffer do not suffer .