`` look , luce , i know you said you left home because of a guy , but , well , you never talk about your past at all and i was thinking - well i thought that maybe the truth was that you 'd been in a clinic for treatment because , you know , you were ill - with like anorexia or something , and that you 'd run away and did n't want to tell me because , well - because you did n't want me to know the truth , so you made up the story about the guy and - '' `` i left because of a guy , '' i say shortly , which for once is the absolute truth .