and i 'm back on the quarterdeck of my lovely emerald and the wind is fair and in my face and hair , and oh , this time jaimy is with me , by my side , and we are sailing off to far cathay to see what riches might lie in store for us there , and then i see the door of my cabin is open and i take jaimy by the hand and we go down below and he puts his arm around my waist and then , oh my , all my clothes have disappeared , and his , too , and then ... and then constance howell , of all people-connie howell ? -has me by the foot and is saying , `` naughty jacky , naughty jacky , naughty , naughty jacky ... '' i awaken to find higgins gently nudging together my two ankles as i lie sprawled on the deck .