personally , i did n't care , which was kind of ironic since it was my hair and all , but i had plenty of other things on my mind-not the least of which was the arsenal of items that bex was spreading out on the bed in front of me-not that i could really see all that well , because macey was doing my makeup and she kept telling me to `` look up '' or `` look down '' or `` hold perfectly still . ''