chapter twenty-six `` here is the deepest secret nobody knows ( here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life ; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide ) and this is the wonder that 's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart ( i carry it in my heart ) '' -from `` i carry your heart with me , '' a poem by e. e. cummings , banned , listed in the comprehensive compilation of dangerous words and ideas , when i wake up again it 's because someone is repeating my name .