i 've seen hana cry only twice in my life-once when someone pegged her directly in the stomach during dodgeball in second grade , and once last year , after we saw a diseased girl getting wrestled to the street by police in front of the labs , and they accidentally cracked her head so hard against the pavement we heard it all the way up where we were standing , two hundred feet away-and for a moment i 'm totally frozen and unsure of what to do .