at first i do n't think dawn 's heard it , but she pulls back for a second and asks me what i just said , and i tell her it 's like the song-does n't she know the song ? -and i 've always wondered what that word meant , but this is what it is , this is what it feels like , and dawn says she has no idea what song i 'm talking about , but it does n't matter , she 's used to my quirks by now , and i tell her i 'll play it for her later , but in the meantime there 's this and this and this .