you 're a really pretty girl and when you 're around me , my body reacts to ... '' my cheeks heated , but i made myself say it , `` i 've never had sex with anyone and i really want to ... and when you 're touching me all the time , i forget that we 're only friends and all i can think about is that you have br**sts and that i 'd like to ... '' i swallowed , wanting to crawl back in the car .