especially after i actually kill asher beal and off myself.2 art value always goes up once the artist 's associated with f**ked-up things such as cutting off his own ear like van gogh , or marrying his teenage cousin like poe , or having his minions murder a celebrity like manson , or shooting his postsuicide ashes out of a huge cannon like hunter s. thompson , or being dressed up as a little girl by his mother like hemingway , or wearing a dress made of raw meat like lady gaga , or having unspeakable things done to him so he kills a classmate and puts a bullet in his own head like i will do later today .