in london i woulda at least had a chance to see you or could at least known i was in the same town as you , but no ... you dont know this , jaimy , but when the dolphin was warped out of the harbor today with you on it and me not , i could see it from a window at the school , it being up on a hill and i could see the harbor all spread out below and the ship with all its flags flying and guns saluting and looking so glorious that it fairly tore my heart out , it did .