i cry out and try to get her hand out of my hair , but i ca n't , i ca n't , her fingers are locked in there and she holds my head against her front so i ca n't see to get at her , and i ca n't , i ca n't , i ca n't lift my head and i know she 's gettin ' ready to claw me again so i pulls back me fist and puts it in her belly and i hear her grunt and so i do it again and she goes oof !