his other hand pushes my hair from my face , and i can feel the impression of his fingers everywhere that they touch , and i think of stars streaking through the sky and leaving burning trails behind them , and in that moment-however long it lasts , seconds , minutes , days-while he 's saying my name into my mouth and i 'm breathing into him , i realize this , right here , is the first and only time i 've ever been kissed in my life .