i ca n't hold my breath any longer and i close my eyes and i open my mouth and my lungs fill and i choke-oh god- i choke , and then i start screaming and a part of my dying self wonders how i could be screaming underwater , but still i scream and scream and ... ... and i open my eyes again and i find myself not hurtling down to the blackness at the bottom of the sea but instead in the darkness of the belly of the bloodhound , being comforted by annie and sylvie and rebecca , who are holding my screaming , choking , and shaking self and pleading with me to wake up , jacky !