and i 've been shot , too , and i think i killed the bastard , and i 'm not sorry , and for some reason an angel tried to kill me , and he was the most beautiful thing i 've ever seen and also the scariest , though that wolf guy was pretty freaking scary , too , and last night i pissed off brimstone really bad and he threw me out , and when i got back here kaz was waiting and i threw him through glass , which worked out great actually because i did n't have my key . ''