then i puffs up like the judge and tells that part , usin ' a deep voice for the judge and a high squeaky one for the constable and a sweet one for mr. pickering , and they says how could you be so brave to take all that , and i say i war n't brave at all as i was on the edge of wettin ' my pants at any moment during the whole thing and they can take that as the truth , and amen to that .