they sets me upright and the doctor puts a spoonful of somethin ' in me ruined mouth and liam carries me back and our hammock has been slung and they puts me in it and i feels me nose and lips a'swellin ' and me teeth wigglin ' round in me jaw and i knows now that i 'm goin ' t ' be all ugly and hateful lookin ' when i grows to be a lady and jaimy wo n't want me-no man will want me-and i falls off a cliff and sleeps .