oh god , the choke ... the choking ... they turn me over and cut the rope and turn me again , and i throws me arms around jaimy 's neck and bawls away all snortin ' and gaggin ' and ... `` aye , we thought you was goners there , jacky , a fair jig you was dancin ' at the end o ' that rope wi ' you all twistin ' and turnin ' and all , '' and i see that it 's davy talkin ' but i ca n't make no sense ... '' and when you went all limp at the end and just hung there , i thought sure you was done ... '' and then it 's jaimy sayin ' , `` i thought the life had gone out of me again ... '' and he 's lookin ' all pitiful and tears are runnin ' down his face and i thinks , whatcha cryin for , jaimy , what ... and all about me men are standin ' , and i put my face against jaimy 's neck and say , `` pick me up , jaimy ... '' and i 'm tryin ' to hold me mind together but i ca n't ...