governor winters himself passed by just then-and i knew we were in the middle of one of the most secure places in the country , and yet something hung in the air as my mother said , `` i need to talk to cammie a- '' i 'm not sure what my mother would have said-what she would have told me-but she never had a chance to finish , because in the next instant a cry of `` there you are '' went through the room .