i said in my heart with the sorcerer 's conviction : `` 'from the living and the dead , from the raw earth and from that which is forged and refined , woven , and treasured , come to me , tinier than grains of sand , and without sound , unnoticed , hurting no one , at your greatest speed , penetrating whatever barriers surround me that you must and clothe me in red velvet , soft garments the color of rubies .