24 friday , early afternoon , as the sun reached its apogee and crossed into the western sky , my bed resembled a small arsenal : my subcompact .40 glock ; walter 's full-size .45 ; two boxes of remington .40-caliber 180-grain semijacketed hollow-points ; two boxes of remington .45-caliber 185-grain semijacketed hollow-points ; two extra magazines for each handgun ; a pair of amherst rs446 walkie-talkies ; eighteen vials of benzodiazepines ; one vial of antidote ; three hypodermic needles ; latex gloves ; leather gloves ; a penlight ; handcuffs ; and two mechanic 's suits i 'd purchased from an army-navy surplus store in davidson .