she 'd lost a lot of blood , but she was strong , had made it this far , she could surely hang on just a little farther , live to see the end of this and whatever new life they made , live to forget the worst of this , to see na and cole forget the worst of this , see her children grow up strong and happy , because they had so many more years the four of them , so many experiences to share that did n't involve running and death and fear , and please god darling , if any part of you can hear me , do n't let this be the end .