besides the fact that you ca n't seem to make up your mind whether to be nice to me or to hate me , and besides the fact that we are ... different , you 're a bully , you 're out of control , and you do n't care about how i feel whatsoever , and you do break your promises and we 're on the cusp of the accession and - `` `` now , doona hold back how you feel , lass , '' he interrupted .