because katie , man , one thing you could say about her since the time she was , like , six is that the girl was neat , she took care of her clothes , and so it 's okay , it 's almost nice , right , to come out here and just sit , just sit and look at the neighborhood and try and think of something about katie that 'll make me cry , because , dave , i swear , it 's starting to piss me off i have n't cried yet for her , my own daughter , and i ca n't fucking cry . ''