finally i gave in , used the toilet as hurriedly as i could , flushed still sitting , got my pants back on without wiping , started to move again for the main room but another rubbing of heat stopped me , i back pedaled , lowered my backs , voided myself , ran my knuckles over my lower back to try to ease out anything that mightve remained , again stood , flushing , pants closed , was back in the main room two minutes before the urgency returned .