he couldnt live without his family.he and michelle had given all they had those first two years after stephanie was born.they used to take turns every other night lying awake next to her making sure she was breathing through the night.michelle had told him she was doing much better these last few years , but he still needed to see her , and she agreed.she was his life , not some steel cage he was living in filled with violent animals.he knew he couldnt wait till stephanie was twenty-five to see her again.he crouched down behind the wall .