she relived the experience of looking at her cats dead body , laid out on the table ; she remembered burying him ; she remembered the feeling of great betrayal that she had allowed her parents to kill , murder , slaughter her friend , her brother , the flurry , fluffy companion who had been there all her life she remembered the terrible , terrible sadness that would not lift for weeks she remembered then she stopped remembering as she was brought back to reality and greeted by a curious scene before her .