it was a second when it was n't joe puttin his hands all over selena that i saw , but the way his forehead looked in study-hall back in 1945 - how i saw that and wanted him to kiss me just the way he was kissin me now ; how i thought , 'if he kissed me i 'd reach up and touch the skin there on his brow while he did it ... see if it 's as smooth as it looks . '