publications and awards `` managing investment portfolios in states of uncertainty '' , limon publishers , tel-aviv , 1988 `` the gambling industry '' , limon publishers , tel-aviv , 1990 `` requesting my loved one - short stories '' , yedioth aharonot , tel-aviv , 1997 `` the suffering of being kafka '' ( electronic book of hebrew and english short fiction ) , prague , 1998-2004 `` the macedonian economy at a crossroads - on the way to a healthier economy '' ( dialogues with nikola gruevski ) , skopje , 1998 `` the exporters ' pocketbook '' , ministry of trade , republic of macedonia , skopje , 1999 `` malignant self love - narcissism revisited '' , narcissus publications , prague , 1999-2007 ( read excerpts - click here ) the narcissism series ( e-books regarding relationships with abusive narcissists ) , prague , 1999-2007 personality disorders revisited ( e-book about personality disorders ) , prague , 2007 `` after the rain - how the west lost the east '' , narcissus publications in association with central europe review/ceenmi , prague and skopje , 2000 winner of numerous awards , among them israel 's council of culture and art prize for maiden prose ( 1997 ) , the rotary club award for social studies ( 1976 ) , and the bilateral relations studies award of the american embassy in israel ( 1978 ) .