while billy sits quiet and still amid the heavy metal sounds of the custody suite , his companions reach out and take his hands in theirs and the three of them begin to mime and mug like savant idiots , and with the sound turned down , with the picture fading to a single white dot , they start to belt out billys favourite song without shifting a single molecule of air : again , this could n't happen again ( 6 ) this is that once in a lifetime this is the thrill divine what 's more , this never happened before though i have prayed for a lifetime that such as you would suddenly be mine mine to hold as i 'm holding you now and yet never so near mine to have when the now and the here disappear what matters , dear , for when this does n't happen again we 'll have this moment forever end to find out more about clives stories , novels , free podcasts and downloads , and videos why not visit : www.clivegilson.com also by clive and available as free dancing pig ebooks : dancing pig originals songs of bliss a thriller a full length novel first published in 2011 into the walled garden poetry - collected works 2001-2010 five shorts jamuls happy day beasts within series of stories but for the moon fancy and the flutter devil in the detail lord of the north wind nine lives ragtrade gepetto the beast within the marchese 's gift the mechanic 's curse the tender kiss bastille day shadowgrimm series of stories a question of spin airs and graces all for one barley sour beginning with smith big black boots do unto others happy families jack and jill went up the hill miss jones and the refugee phantom of sixpenny stalls picking the wings off crane flies terry 's amazing shin pads the mobile phone the politicians new speech the television bride towering dreams where the grass is greenest where there 's a will bogey bear stars in the incredible shrinking bogey bear arklands series of stories arklands , part 1 - beachhead cry havoc series of stories transcript cry freedom series of stories acts of faith clives latest full length novel about dancing pig media dancing pig is clive gilsons own imprint , designed especially to provide production and ebook dissemination services , initially for clives own work , but with an eye on helping other writers in the future .