i caught a look at myself in the mirror , recoiled , let her body go , took a step out of the room while i saw her lurch once , hit her head on the toilet bowl , sort of hiccup her torso in gulps a few times , trying to get her head to stay up , her arm reaching to grip the top of the toilet tank before the arm failed , slurping to the towel folded on the floor , hand depressing the flush of the toilet at it moved passed .