but i did n't like the way his eyes were darting around , and for a moment just a moment-i could have grabbed his windpipe between my hands and yanked his face up to mine and screamed into it : you and my father and all your friends , you should all have to go in there with me , you should all have to go to greenmantle with me , because you 're all in it , you 're all in it , you 're all a part of this !