the film showed the beautiful young amputee being taken out of bed in the morning , being carried to the toilet , being cleaned like a small , helpless baby ... being bathed ... being fed and dressed ... jennifer had seen the film over and over and now , as she watched it again , she felt the same lump in her throat and her eyes filled with tears , and she knew that it must be having the same effect on the judge and the jury and the spectators in the courtroom .