and then id remember all of it after that , and id trip into despair and begin wailing like a child , moaning about the tape , the dreaded tape that was going to cut my heart in half , and she would say there was no tape , what was i talking about , and shed kiss me , and even though her eyes were off the road , we wouldnt crash , because people only crashed in worlds where looking away from the road was dangerous , and in this world of dreams such an action was not dangerous , only silly-willy , or dopey , and wed drive on over the last few miles as if guided by angels , our lips locked ; and theyd remain locked all night as we made love , and i would not end up in a pub toilet with some weird toothless bloke banging on the door - bang bang !