i try to open my mouth , it feels like my lips are glued together , and i can feel something being forced in between them , like its ripping through them , ripping their flesh , making a hole in them into my mouth , a hole that ill have forever , and i can feel blood gushing from my lips , pouring into my mouth with whatevers there , and i feel sick , i want to throw up , i want to dont throw it up , just swallow says one of the voices , just relax , just swallow .