i just cant reach the floor and suddenly something , a hand , a rough hand , grabs my face and pulls me round and im looking into a mans face , into his black eyes and stinking breath and hes very very close to me and his hand is clamped over my jaw and god does it hurt and im thinking now you fucking listen to me spit comes out as he talks and it enters my mouth and i feel sick but theres not a lot i can do and dont throw up i can feel the bile in my stomach and i can see the anger in his eyes this is your only warning .