so , was the problem newberg mental health , or was it something bigger ? this job aside , all jobs had drained her.when engulfed in full-time employment , she eventually lost the ability to discern where the job left off , and she began.it was a never-ending cycle.she got up , went to work , crawled home at the end of the day , drifted off in front of the tv , and then went to bed.the following day , she would get up and do it all over again.the weekend would be a time to recover from the endless cycle of the previous week , catch up on all the responsibilities that had been neglected , and would end early sunday night , because tomorrow was a workday.and the one question that continued to pop up in her mind was what did she have to show for it ? an aging , lifeless face , and an empty heart.was this due to some character defect in herself , or did everyone secretly feel this way ?