charles read the note twice , trying to merge both sets of words into one.sitting down heavily , he let out a long breath.it was really over.he felt terrible , although he really wasnt sure why.he had never actually loved her.hell , he really didnt have a clue as to what the word even meant.she had provided him with an attractive finished product , sort of like a nice accessory.i guess what bothers me the mostis that she was the one who ended it .