and he glanced up at his dad , hoping that he wouldnt notice or wouldnt care or stay in that same kind of stupor hed been in since that time right , but he sees something , its like a flash , and jack , he lifts his fist up , hes about to punch john , but before he could do anything , its like mikes there , and hes got his fist in his hand , and , i tell you , i remember john telling me this , he just like squeezed for a minute and jack lets out this yelp of pain , and mike lets go , and its like , his hand is mush , man .