she swore to god that if she were to survive this ordeal that she would become a better person : that she would better follow the example of the lord jesus christ ; that she would quit the great falls social clubs and donate all her free time at the church ; that she would donate more to charity ; that she would do more free podiatry for the poor ; that she would attempt to repair broken connections with relatives ; that she would adopt a child and bring it up as best as possible ; that she would rescue abused animals ; that she would give her paper boy a better tip ; that she would no longer drive fast when she was late ; that she would be more patient when waiting in line im really scrapping the bottom of the barrel here -- and finally she prayed for darnells life to be spared .