by late morning , night hell would subside and day hell would take its place.the intense muscle ache would subside , but the bright sun was blinding.when she looked out the window , the leaves on the trees appeared as one big green blur.in fact , she had begun to see the whole world that way.the fatigue would set back in and the ground would return to its wave-like motion.she also noticed with alarm that her emotions were out of control.the level of anxiety she felt was constant and overwhelming.she had not had another panic attack but she had also not ventured back outside the safety of her house.carol would try to relax into the day cycle , but as the sun began to go down , she would know with dread that another terrifying night was only hours away .