mostly really dull but somewhat touching depictions of , like , ponies , and camping trips - jennifer finds herself cracking the occasional smile and glancing over at the angelic dead girl beside her , thus proving she isnt a total bitch as some would insist - but when she stumbles upon the sordid details of natalies deflowering , the passage was too juicy to simply skip over : i hung around the pool until well after dark , waiting for it to close and for derek to finish all of his duties .