she now knew for the first time what her patients had experienced.it was a sudden rush of terror that had come from nowhere , and for no reason.had she not known what was happening to her , she would have been completely over taken by it.she could not imagine what that would have felt like.the preview was bad enough.carol looked around her , and locked her car doors before pulling away from the curb.she had no idea what she was afraid of , but the prevailing fear was absolute .