john , john , john she whispers , john , john , think of me , make me real , make me come i can see your face , i can see your eyes of fire and hair like the sun burning the sky at night , i want to be part of you , john , john , embrace it , live it , be it i can feel your touch , your fingertips , like fire , breathing into me , burning me , marking me , making me , john , youre here , let go , let go , let go i can feel you in my mind , rushing through my mind , making me light , making me strong , making me fly , john , john , john , follow me , embrace me , love me , take me with you , please , give me light , make me understand , john , see me , see you , see your death and your life , i cant leave , dont make me leave , please dont make me leave , john , live john , live forever , live for now am i real , please tell me , am i real , am i here , am i , john , take your chances john , live in the fire , the time will come am i immortal , tell me , am i , she will come and she will take her justice and i will feel my punishment , with you john , with you , me and you the scars on my wrists , the scars on my arms , my blood is flowing , my blood is leaving me , well fly john , well fly , together , i have such sights to show you , suffering and pain , we can rejoice in it tell me please , tell me , dont leave me , dont go , dont waste it , dont waste it , dont jesus , mark , you look like shit .