i know what youre saying , emily replies coolly , tilting her mouth upward to shoot a stream of smoke to the sky , and as she returns her gaze to him , james notices for the first time that she is having trouble focusing , but whenever im over on the west side during , like , rush hour , theres always some fucking train rolling through there and traffics backed up through , like , four or five intersections - i mean seriously , literally no one is moving even though the lights are all green - and i just feel like , are you fucking kidding me ?