but what a cruel twist of fate that ever since i have had this awakening ive been rendered into something like a eunuch , a twist of fate as tragic as the one imposed on larry flynt -- the porn magazine king paralyzed by a fanatics bullet , though ironically , that shooting was funded by the jeffersonian elites for joseph franklin was paid through an intermediary and it is well known the reason for the shooting : that flynt published a nude interracial photo -- and it is the unimaginable sway of the jeffersonian elites that has also caused joseph franklin to never have been brought to trial for the shooting yes , the jeffersonian elites would have killed me long ago if they had known that it was not only hatred for the negro but also lust for this wretched being that so fully encapsulates my soul but if jasmines death could accomplish what i believe that it could accomplish , then i could live as a man in this world .