she was sick of spending her days in a sleepy fog , often forgetting to do the simplest things , followed by night , when her head would hit the pillow and the mental hurricane would begin.ruminating the days problems , carol would evaluate , analyze , resolve and re-invent.by morning , she was exhausted and the worlds problems were still unresolved.carol had recently found someone with a small and unofficial stash and suddenly , her whole perspective on medications changed .