carol looked at the center director.this had once been a reasonable individual.now reason seemed to be replaced by hostility at every turn.carol left spears office fighting back the tears.when she made it to the privacy of her own , she let the tears flow.never had she been so frustrated and felt so alone.it was as if the logical order of the world had been replaced with a new one that supported apathy and self-indulgence.she just couldnt live in that world and was being beaten weekly for it .