gilly froze and panicked , seeing jane was the last thing he ever thought will happen , it was he was seeing a fairy tale ghost , he treated the meeting as a real coincidence , he dropped his shoulders and almost collapsed behind the table , his fingers were rapidly drumming the table , his mind over speed with the thoughts , what if she recognize me or she manage to have a hint about me and my actual identity , the most worrying fact for him was that she was with maider and that meant it is easy for her to trace him if she can suspect something , he restored his cool avoided to show the uneasiness he was having .