it hadnt been his idea.he had not been in control.for the first time , he had to admit that someone else had been the stronger and more confident one in the encounter.hell , he announced to no one.shes not the only thing thats been beating my ass into the ground lately.charles knew that his drinking had gotten way out of hand.he didnt feel too much remorse about having an emotional drop off.but doing it in front of his colleagues and subordinates was another matter.charles picked up the bottle of scotch he had been drinking that afternoon and carried it to the sink.he was going to be fine , he thought , as he poured out the remaining fluid down the drain.he had never been without female companionship.now he wouldnt have to sneak around in motel rooms.women would still be attracted to his position and his power.charles straightened out his tie and his posture.with aching head held high he left the building , a new man .