the waiter returned for their lunch order , and michelle could still hear her own words echoing in her head.she really had spent most of her life as a dreamer.shed wanted to live in a fairy tale so badly that she had created a fantasy world.the self-deceit required to survive in such a world had cost her too many years of her life.no matter how badly she wanted a happy ending , bad situations would always result in bad outcomes.michelle made a decision.she ordered a seafood salad and a new attitude.she was no longer going to follow her emotions to their obvious destructive conclusion.the man was married.what the hell was she thinking ? she watched the attorney complete his order to the waiter.he was strikingly handsome and totally unavailable.she would conduct the rest of this luncheon as a business meeting.she had met with her attorney , nothing more .