it rung and went unanswered he forgot about the call , he rolled to the side and face the wall , thought about jane and he felt totally insecure and perplexed about what to do , i accepted her at my own peril , so i should dance to the tune , ooh he thought , am already fucked up why cant i just call her in the morning and tell her , we can not be in love , to some certain reasons known to me , he brushed the idea aside , not before i fuck her and the whole thing is screwed , let me wait for the final day , the assuring thought were more now .