i was a con , a lying demon , a manipulator , a trickster , the last person you should trust especially when on the other side of the fence you have a friend you grew with , who has been there for you when you were sick , who had always loved you one way or another ; i was just the other person , the guy from the internet , a glorified stranger who was probably faking it whenever the two of you would talk about any subject and had matching views .