it was then that she decided to tell davidshe neededshe needed david , he could help andit didnt have to be this depressing if she justbut there was no way david would talk to her again , not afternot after abandoning him in philadelphia , hed probably the most shocking and surprising thought she threw into the argument against herself was lizzy the surprise came from an inkling in her when the image of the young girl appeared in her mind ; she brightened , there was a glimmer of hope in her belly , and it caused her heart to beat faster .