to pretend , that you could love me , that you could see the man inside , who was i to say that i had a chance to love you , to be loved , and for you to say that i was the one , who was i to believe that you 'd never walk away , and that we 'd be together forever , ( if ever ) who am i to believe this metal , taste so disgusting , unclean , and unfair , who am i to pretend that i do n't welcome the darkness , that will come with the bang .