i stare into her eyes , knowing i 'm in for the ride of my life , but i did n't feel the train would ever derail , as the train picked up speed , i kissed her , and it felt real , passion was in my veins , and i was complete , we rounded the bend , picking up speed , until we were out of sight behind the curtains his fans scream his name , he knows where he 's supposed to be , but he 's locked in a battle with himself , he 's sitting at the table , staring into a bowl , filled with the dust , from the night before , he puts one finger into it , and inhales , his brain realizes , that the potency is gone , the fans grow louder , and he checks his watch , he should have been out there , five minutes ago , but he 's broken , lost and angry , he wanted all this , worked so hard , then suddenly the voices in his head , started telling him , he could n't handle it , and he fell apart , started drinking first , when blurred vision , and helplessness were no longer his taste , he started drugs , but he still heard the voices , he ventured further , and further down , until he took on the heavy stuff , things that not only silenced the voices , but silenced the world , once that happened , the songs started flowing from him , one after another , they sound like shit he thought , but the fans were loving them , he started a worldwide tour , the first 10 cities , his venues were sold out , he could n't believe it , the fans were buying tickets , to see him perform , it was a dream come true , but as the money started rolling in , he kept indulging , making himself happy , digging himself deeper , until , he feels it crushing him , back in the present , he stands up , and the room spins , and he falls , the fans get louder , and scream his name , he stands , stumbles , and trips over the chair , he falls , his head cracks the table , the blood begins to pour , he rolls , and the lights blind him , he draws in the final breaths , he hears his name as he 's fading finally paying , the ultimate price for fame the text message love is a powerful word , one that very few can say and even less mean .