yet his mind wanted to be there , between those wallpapered walls on saturday nights when she was depressed because her guest spot on that soap opera never became anything permanent , and her husband left her for a younger prettier gal , and she couldnt handle anything but a bottle of beer , and she left him with that babysitter who used to take him into the bathroom and put his adolescent dick in her mouth josh slapped the wheel with his hands , painfully frustrated all of the sudden .