he jumped , and the shot rang , the world i was in went black , and i set upright , sweat dripping from my brow , and gasping for air , i could n't believe what i had just seen , i stared around , looking for anything that told me that this world was real , and i looked down , there she laid , i stared at her , for a moment , i got out of bed , and walked to the bathroom , and found a piece of paper , on the mirror , love me forever .