so i ask you this , take a minute to enjoy life today , for me , for your friends , and for your family , because you never know when the day could be your last , april 18 , 2012 the world changes around you , and what happens when you do n't keep up , if you keep fumbling , and falling , and you ca n't seem to get your feet , you talk about , always keeping up with the times , but when you ca n't , where is it you find yourself , the sounds of the world around you rush through your head , and you find no safety in knowing , youre no safer now , then you were when you woke up this morning , and that in itself , is something , that can scare you for the rest of your life april 19,2012 immersed in a virtual world , you forget the one you left behind , full of hate , misery , and despair , they constantly ask , why people would choose social media , computers , and video games , over a world , we call reality , filled with its likeminded tv , and people who do n't care one way or another , let me compare it to this , remember those times , when you had dreams , that were far too real , that you never wanted to wake up from , imagine that , only this time it 's available , via an on and off switch , and before you ask why , look around , i think the bombs , killing , and overall gloom of a world , on the fast path to destruction , will easily give you , your answer , april 20 , 2012 frustration , anger , resentment , it 's all harbored , and bottled up deep inside , wishing to get out , she has no idea what she 's done , but if she did , i 'd bet she 'd be hidden , away from sight , because if i were given the chance , i 'd destroy the world she called home , and give her a reason to cry , because i 'd never given one before , you can think what you want , that i 'm bitter , that i 'm furious , that i have no soul , but let 's get this straight sunshine , do you know me , what i 'm about , or what i 've done , did n't think so , so if i were you , i 'd sit down , and shut up , before you join the list , and i bust your ass a good one , april 21 , 2012 what to do when the depths of my soul , have been emptied , onto the page , and i 'm left with nothing more than half a shell ?