then you have to factor in the nightmares , that haunt me on a daily basis , that tell me stories of their own , it 's kind of scary to wake up , expecting to see dead people , but these nightmares , have given me all the inspiration that i need , to move forward , some would see those daily nightmares as a cure , i see them as a blessing , it 's quite a time to see the world , from my point of view , the signs change colors , and the world shifts , without warning , everywhere i look , i see the heartaches of the people , whose lives i have n't learned about yet , then there are those who suffer , with the hell that i brought down on them , this is the life that i live , and will continue to live , until the inspiration no longer strikes me , to write , and to live through words , until then , well until then i will continue to make your nightmares real , my words are like angry daggers , covered in blood , may you never sleep well again .