table of contents forward writer 's eyes the vessel full of memories ghetto girl 2100 maple st the edge april poetry a day challenge section the watchtower a heart full of lead viral pain the 7th circle railway decelerations of the departed gingerbread house broken nightmares learning curve bombshell better off more than memories the lonely road a night in paradise in satan we trust unopened doors here 's to you momma 's worst nightmare the lights behind the bridge behind the curtains the text message the satan inside the thrill ride gasping for air afterward : the dark nightmares that live preview : life after dark about the author the mind works in mysterious ways- a forward by kyle robinson what youre holding in your hand really started for me close to a little over 11 years ago .