nel-m kept up the pressure , felt one hand now clutching at his hair in desperation , the other nel-ms eyes opened sharply with the sting of the fingernails digging in and raking down his back suddenly snapped back to reality of who was beneath him , saw mishas eyes stark and bulging with fear , her face starting to turn blue but he was too close , felt his orgasm snaking up the back of his legs , and so he held her there for his last few thrusts , only letting go as he came , his ragged , tortured breathing finally matching hers .