then amanda might say to her mom that maria would not have shot haakon , and then she - amanda - would not have been so quick to jump to the conclusion that the man lurking in the shadows was a gangster , and then she would not have killed the fbi agent by accident , if her mom was never seen with haakon in the bathtub , and then , soon enough , if sergio heard all this , all hell would break loose after confessing to amanda her secret , maria debated in her mind for a day whether or not to confess everything to pamela .