longed for me already , wanted me in ways you know were wrong , have those thoughts already entered your mind , things are possible , things are real , things you did n't want to believe , because in reality , i would bet , that you never would have guessed , that someone new could change your life , the way i have , but you want the truth , i never thought i 'd let another woman in , after the way everything has happened , yet here you are , holding me down , keeping me smiling , and do n't even realize youre doing it , to be honest , i think i took the chance to express how i feel , as if you did n't know already , thank you , for letting me be the writer to your thoughts , here 's to you beautiful lady , ponder your thoughts in peace , but one way or another , something happens , that much i 'm sure of , here 's to you , momma 's worst nightmare wow lets look back on the last 19 years , where did they all go wrong ?