i dropped the revolver , and laid on the bed , i felt her arms wrap around me , her heart beat against my back , as the world went black a second time , i drifted back to sleep , knowing i had just watched , and read , the love that was between us , come together , to stop me from making a mistake , and from beyond the graves , they had taught me , not to make a mistake , i learned that life was offering me the courtesy , of leaving all those doors , of lust , mistrust , deception , and heartbreak , closed , for eternity here 's to you you wanted it all , wanted everything you could n't have , you could n't resist the urge , everything you had was at your fingertips , then you spoke , words i never wanted to hear , words that would bring a tear to my eye , why is this all so damn difficult ?