because i know who i am , and i love myself , and i 'm happy with who i am , and if youre not , then the sleep you 've let allude you for so long , can stay away for a whole lot longer , april 10 , 2012 motivation and determination , i live day to day , seamlessly through my words , my heart and soul , poured onto paper , like water from a faucet , what is it that i 'm trying to achieve , being famous , or just imitating the idols , whatever the dreams may be , i 'm working toward , achieving them , and being something , so much bigger then myself , one day it 's a promise , i will reach those dreams , and when i do , the tears , the heart , the soul , i 've worked so hard to shed , will finally be on the shelves , i 've lived so long to admire april 11 , 2012 what 's behind door number 1 ?