yes , ( or no ) these damn arguments have to stop , where was the thought , oh yes , that was something i wished i could tell her , it blew me away how clearly she could see things , but alas , she is gone , gone forever , the moon has risen further overhead , this night will never seem to end , but then again , this beach has become my own personal hell , the waves lap against the shoreline , and ask to be touched , but swimming is n't on my agenda , not tonight at least , tonight i have a stop to make , and a friend to see , that friend will help set me free , they are my guidance , and tonight i am seeking the ultimate salvation , days had passed since she had received that note , i thought over my options , and realized that she was in danger , because of me , not the most admirable thing i will ever say , yet i could say it with honesty , and that 's the only way i would say it , because had it not been for me , i 'm sure things would have been different , no matter though , one thing was for sure , i had to tell her my situation , ( our situation ) there is no our ( there is when you think about it ) which is n't that often , ( which is every day ) get out of my head !