where was i again , oh yes , i had to tell her , she was in danger , because i knew bad men , quite a few of them , and they were after me , because things had went south , in more than one way , they wanted me gone , and given their previous credits , i knew they would do anything , to make it happen , it 's what happens when you make debts , debts to bad men , drugs had taken it all , and thrown it away , but i was n't a bad man , ( you already said you were ) but i 'm not , money had went missing , i did n't steal it , but that did n't make them believe me , they took it easy though , letting me live , binding me to pay back all that went missing , it was a huge task , ( one she was n't ready for , ) do n't you think i know that ?