same shit , different day , oh damn it , there i go again , i 've really got to stop that , but without my rock , there 's just a hard place , she had no way of knowing , at least not until it was too late , i was a bad man , but the end result , was a lot more to do with the lies , then the problems that i seemed to have forced upon us , by my own stupid decisions , if i had to guess , i can remember that conversation like it was yesterday , or is that a conversation that i had with myself yesterday ?