( i 'd assume not , look where it got you ) i 'm where i 'm supposed to be , ( let the bullshit begin ) fuck you , she was n't ready , but she had to know , i dropped this bombshell on her , and yet she stayed , it was in that instance that i knew i was loved , but in my own head it was something different , ( hatred , anger ) she kissed me softly , and told me she loved me , and we would face this together , if only that could have been the true , it 's not much further now , the beach , and those waters , are calling my name , but i wo n't answer , i ca n't answer , not because i do n't want to , but because i have other places to be , this has been a night in the making for some time now , and i am glad that i am a part of it , she would have wanted it , ( given the circumstances are you sure ? )