let me take you just his crying causes him to lose his breath a moment , and then he sobers a little , keeping his head against travis , whispering , just let me take you home okay you can justyou can just you go to sleep and ill be there with you okay ill be there in your dreams and ill be there okay baby okay please no please dont and the crying grows harder as travis body gently shakes , and steve pleads the word no over and over , pecking travis lips and cheeks and forehead in-between each plea , steves hands reaching up to travis face , steve lifting his head with an expression both aghast and mournful , staring into travis peaceful , smiling face .