another stupid woman in the family lineage she 'll be as stupid as her mother ; never will she amount to anything at first , she feared him ; walked out when he walked in , ran away when he came her way she had to forget his hugs , his smile , his touch , his compliments and later ; his presence she watched as her skin cracked , walked to the market barefoot like the homeless and mentally insane she had to keep her hair short otherwise it would get lice she forgot all about having friends , looking good , feeling good and being a lady every other month she would pump in dirty clothes to suck her fertility someday somehow , she had to let him go ; for good the day she spread wide her innocent legs to a man his agejust to have a meala basic need then , the desire to be daddys little girl died may thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven give us this day our daily bread at one time in my life , i had wondered what it meant to have a daily bread .