theres so many different patterns , dont worry selah your strong , youre going to make your very own quilt , so much more beautiful than that oneyour so talented , everything i did was for you selah tears dried on her cheeks , why wouldnt she stop talking about that , mom , i need you and dad and jacob toodads drinking and i cant even talk with him , everything is so messed up since you left selah saw her moms expression go blank as if she didnt understand or hear her , her arms went limp and she began staring endlessly in the pond againselah felt her frustrations rising she wanted to shake her awakeshe twisted her body so she faced her head on , just as she was about to grab her by the shoulders to shake the life out of her she felt everything ripple and her view changed dramatically , as caleb stood before her mad as hell , what the hell do you think youre doing , are you freaking crazy !