back then there wasnt digital cameras so i couldnt see the pictures until i developed them , when i finally got the film to a camera store i was shocked to see all kinds of picture with just the woods , i remember your dad laughed because i had taken over half the film on some crappy pictures of the woods , no birds or deer , just trees and stuff , and they werent even nice picturesi never told him or anyone about what i saw that night but getting back to why i am telling you now , after that night when your dad came back we made a fire and we made love all night on the floor of that cabin , it was magical and i just knew we were creating something special it has always been one of my best nights with your dadand exactly nine months later you were born .