she was the strongest by far , and if she chose wisely would lead them all in the end when the time is right and all has been accomplished bring her home to me safetly daniel ; i do miss her so daniel felt himself return to his bed , unsure if his rashness in asking for help had become a blessing or a cursehe knew he would have to place himself more substantially in her life , he had to become someone she could not imagine her life without , he laid there not tired and wondered how he would do that .