he had wanted to talk with her to find out what had happened , but the circumstances of the evening had prevented him from doing so , it was late now and he didnt want to wake her if she was sleeping , he hoped that tomorrow would prove to be a much better day , nothing else could go wrong tonight , he got home after eleven with his mom , they talked for a bit then he said goodnight , hoping he would see selah tonight in the void , he missed her .