she called him , and told him to meet her at the park thomas waited on the swings , glad that selah had phoned him , he was really worried about her , he hoped she would let him in morethey joked around a lot but she never leaned on him when something came upmaybe this time selah spotted thomas and walked over to him , she sat on the swing next to him , well , i think i have officially had the most frigged up weekend ever she wondered how much she could confide in him thomas said nothing , waiting for her selah began telling him im really worried about mom , she cant speak , or move one side she then and there decided to confide in him im scared that we might actually lose her tommy gut instincts say this isnt the worse thomas had never had anyone he really loved die , he didnt know what to say as he turned his swing to face her , im sorry sel , i hope she gets better and youre wrong about you feelingmaybe its just cause youre really worried that you feel that way .