she loved him , she hoped he would forgive her , she had perhaps acted hastily , he would call again and all would be well , unless he truly had been playing with her , she spent the remainder of the afternoon in battle with her thoughts on what daniel was thinking , every time she convinced herself he truly cared for her , her doubts dragged her down as she thought about him , it was like a tornado as it ripped and tore at her every turn , plaguing her with negativity .