i begin to breathe lighter , they already know , i wish ephraim would have informed me , but this does remove a great deal of pressure julius seizes the opportunity to chime in and i am shocked to see a slight look of excitement on his face , usually when a being has lived as long as he has , they are unexcitable and have a constant look of stoicism plastered on their face yes , we have learned of her , but i do not see her here , is she not still with you ?