i still feel the coolness of becks lips on my hot mouth as i gingerly touch my bottom lip with my right index finger sliding a soft pad across my warm flesh remembering emotionally the softness of his thick lips enveloping the cold nervousness of my body pressing his mouth into mine as i feel warm and tingling like a bright spring day with his hands steadying my body from rocking back and forth like a grandmas chair while he slowly pulls me closer into his torso for a deeper kiss .