beck saw me spying on him with the binoculars as the dim light bulb burns out inside my brain cells and is replaced with a brighter one since beck actually saw a sun light reflection from the binoculars since he wears eyeglasses and cant see that far and i probably saw with my 50x magnification a sun flare reflection from his shiny eyeglasses as i quickly slap my forehead with a right soapy hand getting soap bubbles in my right eyeball while i quickly dunk my entire skull under the pleasant temperature thinking i really am a dumb cowgirl .