and im not worried about winning since lara lee has a set of lousy grades like me even coupled with becks they wouldnt win as harvest empress and emperor which is sad as i feel my emotion fall down to my socked toe nails along with the mental thoughts that none of my classmates are here to give beck a good showmanship applaud which is angry as i feel my emotions spring from my toes up to my throat muscles as i growl like a baby grizzle bear .