i right foot then left foot into the middle of the living room then flop down on my bee_hind upon the thick carpet as my dress spreads like a blooming rose petals with my legs crossed as i hear the prom dress rip somewhere near the left side of my waist line echoing into both my good set of eardrums dropping the heavy rose bouquet between my legs with both frustration and sadness whispering like delicate butterflys wings .