i move closer to the mattress as my kneecaps barely touch the soft bed sheets parallel with garths sixth and seventh rib cage and gently place and distance a hand like an obtuse triangle shape which i learned from cute beck supporting my torso and head while i slowly lower my upper torso over his chest like a newborn filly trying to stand and i slo mo lean my face deeper towards his chin then a strand of stray tail ends of my long hair brushes against my left elbow as i quickly jerk my torso upright away from garths chest and breathe heavy .