whatever , singing in a soft piano ripping the borrowed yellow night shirt from my chest tossing on my jeans over my legs and the dirty prom dress from laying on the dirty gym floor over my head then shuffle a naked feet into each cowgirl boot sliding my car keys in my right hand and carrying my cotton dirty socks in my left hand as i slowly pad out the room eyeballing the empty and quiet second floor then softly step down the staircase noting the lack of food smells and body sounds in the empty living room .