i stand in front of becks wheelchair smiling at his face behind the dorky thick eye lens then kneecap both legs on the floor for a second time so im even with his skull while i place my bouquet of flowers on the left side of his chair and his trophy on the right side of his wheel then i lean my shoulders and face into his upper torso positioning with extended arms and wiggling nervous ten finger pads the cowboy hat ever over the middle of his skull .