all i want now is for marc to like me again ( if he can ) , for my dad to be happy ( and the way hes holding holly protectively over there , i think he might already be quite happythough he may have to let go of her for a bit to give me the lecture of the century , which i know for sure is coming ) and i want to be able to talk to holly like i used to ( that is , if shell talk to me ever again when she finds out whats been going on ) .