to my sister , brothers and family , my friends , elizabeth , ranya , carmel , carol , jenny , kim , krystel and monica , for their enthusiastic and never ending love and care ; to jerna , who became my other half in expressing emotions through writing ; to sarah beth martin , writer of one true ocean for giving and waking up my passions on writing this novel ; to claudia mair burney , author of exorsistah and x returns for changing my life and transforming me into a better person after inspiring me with her works , to ahjussi who helped me become who i am now and becoming the source of my extra-ordinary emotions , and for helping me recognize the boundary between dream and reality .