i dont care if you dont trust me , she said knowing that it was a lie the moment the words left her lips , but if youre going to do something with that girl there , she said motioning toward larissa , then at least send a fuckin letter or something to let me know so i dont have to worry half to death wondering if shes alright , that worry was for both of them actually but she tried to convince herself that it was more for the little girl .