`` if it gets to zero i 'll die , johnny i do n't want to die , i really do n't want to die she 's going to kill me johnny do n't take me through that door , johnny it 's blinking , let me go back we 'll be okay we just have to do the job and we 'll be fine , johnny let go of me i 've got to go back johnny please -- '' `` i need pastrami i need pastrami i need pastrami , '' i said quickly .