i am sorry , 1017 says again and even in my fury , i can see that he means it , i can see that he really is sorry that he did it , that his horror at it just grows and grows , not only for what he did to todd but for what it will mean for the future , that his mistake will reach far beyond us here , that it 's a mistake he would take back for anything in the world- i can see all this- and i do n't care- ( the sky ) `` show me ! ''