and it 's words- all it is is words- but it 's every word , crammed into yer head all at once , and the whole world is shouting at you that yer nothing yer nothing yer nothing and it rips away every word of yer own , like pulling yer hair out at the roots and taking skin with it- a flash of words and i 'm nothing- i 'm nothing- yer nothing- and i fall to the ground and the mayor can do whatever he wants with me .