and i 'm remembering we were in the square , in the square where i 'd run , holding her , carrying her , telling her to stay alive , stay alive till we got safe , till we got to haven so i could save her - but there were n't no safety , no safety at all , there was just him and his men and they took her from me , they took her from my arms - `` you notice that he does not ask , where am i ? ''