i upright on my knees holding my face into my chest nosily inhaling and softly exhaling while feeling exhausted and beaten with colorful pink nicks , red nicks , blue gashes , and black bruises all over my body while i performedway too many lands , leaps , and loves with the walls , the rocks and the rebels with the heavy storage containers as i hear no more noise , racket or muttering of any vocal or tele-words within my eardrums .