and closer still- and the boat do n't move- and his noise is hitting me as hard as a punch- and the boat moves- step and step and my feet are in the water and the boat 's moving- and i 'm falling- and i do n't have the strength to get in the boat- and i 'm falling into the water as the boat moves away- and viola grabs my shirt and yanks me up till my head and shoulders are over the front- `` no , you do n't ! ''