and for a moment , i was in that joy , i was inside that love and happiness , inside the reunion and the reconnection , and i saw the knife again for the flawed clearing that he was , and as the source forgave the knife , as the source provided absolution for everything the knife had done- for everything todd had done- i felt my voice provide it , too , i felt my voice join with the source 's and offer my own forgiveness , offer to let go and forget every wrong he had done to me , every wrong he had done to our people- because i could see through the source 's voice how the knife punishes himself for his crimes more than i ever could- he is just one of the clearing , i show to the sky .