and i hit him with everything i got- every bit of her behind me- every piece of anger and frustrayshun and nothingness- every moment i did n't see her- every moment i worried- everything- every little tiny thing i know about her- i send it right into the centre of him- and he falls- back and back and back- his eyes rolling up- his head twisting round- his legs buckling- falling falling falling- right to the ground- and lying there still .