like a shout of a million people right in the middle of my brain , so far inside i ca n't reach it to protect myself and they 're screaming yer nothing yer nothing yer nothing and it feels like my blood is boiling and my eyes are popping outta my skull and i ca n't even stand and i stagger back from the mirror and sit down hard on the bench , the slap ringing and ringing and ringing , like it ai n't never gon na stop- when i can open my eyes again , i see the mayor stopping davy from leaving the arena and then davy looking back towards the mirror .