because i 'm realizing it now , too late , too late , that of course the mayor 's got inside todd , of course he has , and maybe todd has changed him , changed him for the better , no doubt , but the mayor 's always been stronger , always been smarter , and changing for the better does n't mean that he 's ever going to reach good and of course he 's been changing todd , too , of course he has , how could i be so stupid not to see it , not to talk to him- not to save him- `` todd ! ''