my mind drifts , i ca n't help it , i try to hold on to viola but there my mind goes and i 'm little and i 'm sick in bed and i 'm real sick and ben 's staying in my room with me cuz the fever is making me see things , horrible things , shimmering walls , people who ai n't there , ben growing fangs and extra arms , all kindsa stuff and i 'm screaming and pulling away but ben is there with me and he 's singing the song and he 's giving me cool water and he 's taking out tabs of medicine- medicine .