i do n't really know what i 'm getting at neither but i 'm frightened and i 'm hungry and we 're stuck in this stupid tower while the world falls to bits around us and we can watch it but we ca n't do nothing to change it and i do n't know what viola 's part in all this is or where she is and i do n't know where the future 's heading and i do n't know how any good can possibly come outta any of this but what i do know is that mayor ledger telling me how practical he 's been is kinda pissing me off .