and i get a feeling in my stomach , a tingling feeling of prophecy and future , a feeling that it must happen tonight , that it will happen , that all i want for the fate of the clearing is here and now , in front of me , in front of all of us , that the burden will be avenged , that my one in particular will be avenged , that i will be avenged- and then a sudden roaring splits the night in two .