they clasp hands for a long minute , then ben looks at me , says `` come on '' and as he 's dragging me outta the room to get to the back door , i see cillian pick up the rifle again and he glances up at me and catches my eye and there 's a look to him , a look written all over him and his noise that this is a bigger goodbye than it even seems , that this is it , the last time he ever expects to see me and i open my mouth to say something but then the door closes on him and he 's gone .