`` but i thought- '' and the air is torn from my lungs- ( the sky ) he pushes the girl away , seeing me coming , and i have an open shot- i hear a voice behind me , shouting something in the distance- a voice shouting wait- but it is hesitation that has hurt me in the past , being at the moment to act and not acting- and that will not happen now- the sky will act- the leader of the clearing is turning to me- and i will act- ( but- ) i fire my weapon .