and the quiet moves , too , and tho i can feel the pressure in my chest again and the terrible mournful things coming into my eyes , this time i do n't stop , this time i run after my dog and i do n't stop and i take in my breath and i swallow away the pressure and i wipe the water from my eyes and i grip the knife and i can hear manchee barking and i can hear the silence and it 's just around this tree just around this tree just around this tree and i 'm yelling and i 'm going round the tree and i 'm running at the silence and my teeth are bared and i 'm screaming and manchee 's barking and- and i stop .