and she remembered she remembered the bullying , and the hitting , and the cruel words ; she remembered her first friend , the kind art teacher , the things she had learned ; she remembered the doctors , not knowing what to do with her flawed dna ; she remembered the sweets , the soup , and the warm bath she got whenever she was sick ; she remembered her face ; she remembered her home ; she remembered the pain ; she remembered the love ; she remembered her mother and father ; she remembered the grayd she had shot face to face , the grayd that lay dead in the field because of her alien abilities , the dead special ops team sent with the sunglasses to ruin her sides chances at winning ; and she remembered patton as she headed for the med center , she noticed that they had already unloaded the wounded , though the dead still lay on the wagon .