and i ca n't help but look- cuz there it is- the ocean- and for a second , i ca n't take my eyes off it- filling all of the screens at once , filling 'em and filling 'em and filling 'em , a stretch of water so huge it ai n't got no end , just the beach at the start , covered in sand and snow , and then water for ever and ever into the cloudy horizon- it makes me so dizzy i got ta look away- i go back to the comm screen where i got thru for a second to viola but of course it 's off , the mayor shutting down anything and everything i might use to talk to her .