he 's yelling- but i 'm jumping forward , not back- and i 'm pushing todd sideways- stumbling towards the room where the dead man fell- mayor ledger is n't trying to shoot us- is n't doing anything- he 's just standing there , realization dawning- and as we 're falling through the doorway- and rolling over the dead man- and curling into each other for protection- mayor ledger tries to throw the bomb away from himself- releasing it from his hand- and- - it blasts him into a thousand pieces , tearing out the walls behind him and most of the room we 're falling into and the heat from the explosion singes our clothes and our hair and rubble comes tumbling down and we force ourselves under a table but something hits todd hard in the back of the head and a long beam falls across my ankles and i feel both of them break and all i can think as i yell out at the impossible pain is she betrayed me she betrayed me she betrayed me and it was n't a mission to save todd , it was a mission to kill him , and the mayor , too , if she was lucky- she betrayed me- she betrayed me again- and then there 's darkness .