she 's still kinda cleaned up from the days in carbonel downs ( only yesterday , only just yesterday ) but there 's dirt on her cheeks and she 's skinnier than she used to be and there are dark patches under her eyes and her hair is messy and tangled and her hands are covered in sooty blackness and her shirt has a green stain of grass across the front from when she once fell and there 's a cut on her lip from when a branch smacked her when we were running with ben ( and no bandages left to stitch it up ) and she 's looking at me .