all my life , ever since i first began writing fictional stories at age thirteen , providentially of which my aunt , clera moole , went through insatiably and even offered some of those ink-printed-on-paper ( pen written that is ) material to our branded neighbors to read , i have given in almost all forms of societal activity and distraction just to do the one and only thing that i love the most in this worldwhich without uncertainty is reading and writing .