the first of the lot climbing could be heard almost breaking to the surface now the three nyon stood with their backs pressed against each others , their swords raised and blazing , ready to take how many ever of these creatures they could with them , to where they now knew they were going now with the end looming over him , ion felt himself fly back in time to witness a multi second flashback of his life he remembered his days as a bloodthirsty bounty hunting killer with an stab of regret : he had never managed to find redemption , right his wrongs by doing good to the world he remembered vestra with another stab of pain .