my hands on the back of her head , pushing it into the dirt , her hair unraveling from its bun , my fist wrapping into it , pulling her head back , slamming it back into the dirt , and all the while i was laughing , laughing so hard that tears were pouring from my eyes , watching as the tree-beasts came , perhaps because they had sensed our dark intentions , because they knew we wanted to watch them rip her apart violet !