all of this i said softly , with a very slight gesture that was supposed to be all-encompassing of the room , im surrounded by people who have committed every crime , from blasphemy to petty theft to rape to murder ; im sharing a cell with a psychopath , her very rude friend , and her girlfriend ; im working for a man who is i dont know , broken , and yet so strong that he could rip me in half if he wanted to , and on top of all of that , i am seeing things in here that i never thought that i would see .