but i was looking down at this girl , keeping in mind not to touch her mouth with mine , because i knew that even if she was making money hooking , she wasnt making enough to buy the medication that would keep her non-contagious , and i was praying that the condom was on right , because you could get it that way , too , and when i was looking at her , even though she was mewling all these nice things at me , i could see that she was so sad , quinn , and for all the world , she looked like that blonde girl from college .