as i walked back to the bunker i tried to regain my confidence , reassuring myself , she was just a girl , a girl who i had been with for so many months and tried understanding why i had these feeling of resentment towards sharif , i loved him like an older brother and even though we had our trust issues which might i add were on the mend , i would never do anything to intentionally jeopardise his relationship with sky , so why the hell could i not get a grip and stop the way i felt , after all it was just a dream .