but then , before my sleeping mind had even resurfaced into consciousness , i had fully convinced myself that this pain was the same terrible sort that i had felt that night with my first rachel , when we had been sitting on the couch , her drinking wine , and me drinking water , both of us with our eyes fixed to the film we had been watching , when all of a sudden , i had felt a distinctive drip down below , and then , as i ran into the bathroom , the drip turned into a stream , and the stream turned into a gushing flow of bright , angry red adam !