the meregal watched her leave with pieces of regret and sadness , before turning back into the grasslands yin moved on , keeping her eyes forward , it had disturbed her to think this situation had just happened , but there had been something about him that had caught her attention ; what had seemed to her to be a very strange , and distressing experience , he had taken with a graceful submission , almost as if the situation , and not him , was to blame for how she felt .