her mind revolted against the unfairness of it ; her sense of the injustice dulled and flared from time to time , but for the most part , she grew accustomed to the seynorynaelians almost as soon as she remembered being alive and aware , and after a time , she was even able to forget her own appearance when she interacted with them ; staring at herself in reflective glass was a daily ritual that made her wonder ; she scrutinized every inch of her face like a stranger .