dina told him that she was mixed up now , in eating because she was on a diet since she was thirteen years old to she was twenty-one , then she only could eat very little during twenty years , because of the depression , and now she had appetite again , and doesnt really know how to eat , maybe she should to turn back to her diet to dont put on weight , or se should still eat as little as during her depression because she succeed to lose enough weight for her by only this , because of her thyroid illness .