though not conceived in caspak , i had indeed come up cor-sva-jofrom the beginning i had come up through the hideous horrors of the lower caspakian spheres of evolution , and i could not but feel something of the elation and pride which had filled to-mar and so-al when they realized that the call had come to them and they were about to rise from the estate of band-lus to that of kro-lus .