by the time i catch up to my current age ( 58 , at this point ) , i am whizzing through so many moments ( playing soccer with zephyr when hes 8 ; going on abrahams second bike trip to france with zef when he is 12 ; traveling and enjoying so many new sites : museums , trails , art galleries , `` old townes , '' parks , and never avoiding stairs ) : its amazing to see how much i miss and can not do before the re-set that i now can do and do not have to relinquish .