`` please , '' i beg , and in one swift move , he lowers me back onto the bed , and he 's lying on top of me , his hands on the bed beside my br**sts as he supports his weight , and he thrusts into me , .as a the music reaches its climax , i fall ... free fall ... into the most intense , agonizing orgasm i have ever had , and christian follows me ... thrusting hard into me , three more times ... finally stilling , then collapsing on top of me .