how dare shehow dare she pick on a vulnerable adolescentis she still doing itwhy did they stopvarious scenarios filter through my mind : he had had enough , then why is he still friends with herditto her - is she marrieddivorcedjeez - does she have children of her owndoes she have christian 's children my subconscious rears her ugly head , leering , and i 'm shocked and nauseous at the thought .