he 'd had hot chocolate , and he 'd eaten some hot oatmeal ( which i thought was an odd choice , but he said all felton had brought him to eat had been barely cooked meat ) , and he 'd put on the sleeping pants i 'd bought for eric ( too big , but the drawstring waist helped ) , and he 'd put on a baggy old t-shirt i 'd gotten when i 'd done the walk for life two years before .