although lindsey said my name at least a couple of times , it was the jostling that finally did it , breaking me from the memory of my meeting with noah and bringing me back to the cadogan house training room , to lindsey , who 'd nudged me with her shoulder to get my attention , and to ethan , who stood before me , hands on his hips , shoulder-length blond hair tied back , one eyebrow arched condescendingly .