holly took a step into the clutter of a normal twenty-two-year-old woman 's room : girl rock-band posters ; an open closet with a pair of dirty tennis shoes next to a pair of deep-discount designer heels ; a huge teddy bear sent by kaylee 's mom , whom kaylee did not like to talk about ( she was supposed to hug the teddy bear when she wanted to hug her mom ) ; chinese paper lanterns hanging from the ceiling .