`` apparently that 's not even preston 's real name ... and he had all these pictures of me and my family in this little room under the house that i 'd always thought he kept drugs in ... . and he might have been somehow connected to my mother 's drug dealer back when she was doing drugs because he lived in the same area ... something i did n't know until now ... '' a tear slips from her eye and she does n't bother wiping it away .