and maybe , just maybe , as long as she never actually confessed to him how she felt , that would make it okay to give in to what she felt for grayson for one night , beneath the moon , with the smell of wild grass and the ocean all around them ... chapter seventeen grayson had never wanted anyone the way he wanted lori , but it was n't just physical anymore , even though her beauty while she 'd led the entire community in her line dancing choreography had simply stunned him all over again , as though he was seeing her for the very first time .