any good left to me was stuck back in memories of the glory days or , sometimes , when morrie would make me laugh or seeing how great his kids were turning out to be or biting into one of meems 's muffins or seeing her look at al , even after all these years and four kids , like she wanted to rip his clothes off or watching jessie 's face get soft when jimbo did something goofy like it was anything but goofy to jessie .