and then she was n't fighting her ties to try and get away from the wicked stroke of his tongue , the diabolical thrust of his fingers inside her clenching heat , she was n't even struggling because she was at all scared ... no , she was tugging and pulling against her bonds for the simple reason that it felt good , so good to know that she was giving herself over , one hundred percent-every ounce of all of her faith and trust-to the man she loved .