but the way i 'd inherited it , it sure as hell was n't going to keep me in my cowboy boots , levi 's and huge , silver belt buckles attached to tooled-leather belts ( my signature outerwear , my signature underwear was strictly sexy-girlie lace and silk , gram said that looking like a cowboy-inspired groupie on the outside was one thing but every girl had to have a secret and gram said sexy underwear was the best secret a girl could have ) .