what i would n't do was make do with the single tube of lip gloss ( by asheeka 's report , shade : `` berry promising '' ) that was rolling around in ben 's drawer with black barber 's combs , band-aids that , for some reason , had found themselves box-less , nail clippers , used razors that should have been dropped in the trash , not in that drawer , random pills that found themselves out of the bottle , and the like .