after that , i went from the frigid and bitter woman , dedicating what was left of my life and energy to words that could be printed on a page to a woman pressed up against an escalade in a parking lot , my skirt hiked up around my hips as mark 's hardness pushed into me , thrusting himself into my body over and over until all i could do was wrap my arms around him and hang on as my body spasmed to his rhythm and my mouth fell open in unbridled pleasure .