though it echoes loudest in my tortured heart that night was not my only crime despite all the ways i failed i still longed to make things right somehow we ran out of time but there was a poison in my heart , and a darkness in my mind i was n't there when you were drowning though i 'd give my soul to take it back you had to leave me behind somewhere , in the great expanse of space , there is a home where souls reside , yours and mine were joined together i have not moved from that place , god help me , i 'll never move from that place but there was a poison in my heart , and a darkness in my mind i was n't there when you were drowning though i 'd give my soul to take it back you had to leave me behind you had to leave me behind how did you leave me behind ?