he had five years of pent-up desire to expend ; he 'd be able to make love to her all damned night without stopping if she 'd just let him do this and stop clamping her legs together , and stop talking about how old she was the ... first time ... she had ... sex ... * * * julie knew the moment it registered on him , because he lifted his mouth a fraction of an inch from her skin , and his body went so still she had the feeling he 'd stopped breathing .