[header] How to deal with suicide [title] Allow yourself to grieve. [step] Although everyone grieves differently, you will likely experience some or most of the common stages of grief (denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance). These stages are fluid, and people can move back and forth between them for a while before they resolve. 
Understand that these are natural responses to loss and let yourself experience these feelings. Working through these emotions will help you fully deal with the suicide.