[header] How to deal with baby envy when trying to conceive [title] Acknowledge your feelings. [step] Conceiving may be an ongoing process for you, so when a friend or family member conceives on the first try, you may feel envious, angry, bitter, or resentful. Know that you cannot will your envy away, even if you don't like it. 
You're not a bad person for feeling the way you do. In fact, it's normal to be sad, upset, or jealous when someone else gets something you want and do not have.