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Miss Crawford saw much of Sir Thomas 's thoughts as he stood , and having , in spite of all his wrongs towards her , a general prevailing desire of recommending herself to him , took an opportunity of stepping aside to say something agreeable of Fanny . Perhaps , it was merely indifferent to him how long she stayed away ; but she had no assurance that he did not prefer to be without her . William , determined to make this last day a day of thorough enjoyment , was out snipe-shooting ; Edmund , she had too much reason to suppose , was at the Parsonage ; and left alone to bear the worrying of Mrs. Norris , who was cross because the housekeeper would have her own way with the supper , and whom _ she _ could not avoid though the housekeeper might , Fanny was worn down at last to think everything an evil belonging to the ball , and when sent off with a parting worry to dress , moved as languidly towards her own room , and felt as incapable of happiness as if she had been allowed no share in it . Rosie Odonell wo n't be to thrilled when her so called new bride divorces her and takes half her money . Having regulated her thoughts and comforted her feelings by this happy mixture of reason and weakness , she was able in due time to go down and resume her usual employments near her aunt Bertram , and pay her the usual observances without any apparent want of spirits . He came towards her . She sat some time in a good deal of agitation , listening , trembling , and fearing to be sent for every moment ; but as no footsteps approached the East room , she grew gradually composed , could sit down , and be able to employ herself , and able to hope that Mr. Crawford had come and would go without her being obliged to know anything of the matter . Her comfort in that day 's dinner was quite destroyed : she could hardly eat anything ; and when Sir Thomas good-humouredly observed that joy had taken away her appetite , she was ready to sink with shame , from the dread of Mr. Crawford 's interpretation ; for though nothing could have tempted her to turn her eyes to the right hand , where he sat , she felt that _ his _ were immediately directed towards her . From the pavement he shook hands with her , seeing her face but dimly by the lamplight ; she said only " Thank you , " and the cab bore her away . Maria might be very glad to see her at Sotherton now and then , but she would not think of asking her to live there ; and I am sure she is better off here ; and besides , I cannot do without her . Zarife 's crime , according to Hirsi Ali : She 'd been seen going out with Dutch girls , and without her scarf .