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Then God took away the desire to see movies and God told me to burn all the sex books that I was reading secretly and I obeyed . I read it and kept on reading it again and again.I heard a voice in my heart asking why do I not want to read the Bible ? I believed Jesus to be God himself , and that I needed him to forgive me for my sins , and become my savior . Look at " any " society in this world which calls itself Islamic and you will see what I mean . I always new that this was wrong , yet did not really appreciate the full gravity of these actions , before a holy and just God , nor did I have the power to transform myself and to live the life which I new was right . When she found out that I was to attend one of the young peoples ' group she said , " Something wonderful is going to happen to you . The principal reason why government solutions usually do n't work is that the political process is itself a " commmons . Due to the stigma that quickly attaches itself to widows in many Muslim countries , my mother remarried an English electrical engineer , based in Cairo , who incidentally converted to Islam . The simplest way to describe myself is that I was one of those whom one would view on CNN throwing rocks and molotov cocktails in the days of the Intifada or ' The Uprising ' , I was one of these who Jews would call a terrorist , the interesting thing is that I was not only terrorizing but I was terrorized by my beliefs , since I had to gain enough merit and good deeds to go to heaven but never was sure if my good deeds would outweigh my bad deeds in the scale when I get judged by God , of course to die fighting the Jews will ease Allah 's anger towards my sin and I will be secured in a good spot in heaven with beautiful wide eyed women to fulfill my most intimate desires , either way I will win , and terror was the only way . The fact that the Messiah was not going to be just a prophet but Mighty God himself , was therefore a truth that had been prophesied sevenhundred years before Christ in the Old Testament , and not something that had been made up by Christians many years or centuries after Christ ! But because the political process itself is a commons , it is difficult for government to enact socially desirable legislation . I am literally a " new " person in my attitudes towards others as well as myself . However , I was in no doubt that their belief about Jesus was based on statements that the prophet Jesus had never actually claimed for himself . So I set out to prove it wrong by a logical study of the subject . " Environmentalist " is the term used to describe people who have a special appreciation for the natural world , who see nature not merely as a means of gratifying human wants but as a valuable end in itself . I personally did not consider myself very religious . I had a desire to study law and help the poor . So , what caused this drastic departure from the faith of my fathers , to faith in Him who loved me and willingly gave himself for me ? The character of Christ himself , as manifested for example in his beautiful Sermon on the Mount , was gradually making a great impression on me . In my spare time I taught myself to read and write Hausa in the Roman script , which had been introduced by the Europeans who found our own Arabic script too difficult .