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The wind must have grown colder , for I felt myself shiver as I walked ; but there was hope of shel - ter , and I groped my way blindly on . Every mother that she passed happy in the company of a fresh-looking clean-limbed schoolboy son sent a fresh stab at her heart , and the very shops had their bitter memories . She was going to take a leap of faith - not a blind leap , but a leap just the same . We kept getting faxes that the weather was fine , but by the evening of the second day we had 35-foot ( 11-meter ) seas with winds gusting to 60 knots . Whether it was improvement of the Emerald Necklace of Boston 's urban parks , fund-raising for Children 's Hospital , or acquisitions for the Museum of Fine Arts , these adults shared intense conversation while consuming Eleanor 's overcooked flank steak washed down by the contents of William 's ample wine cellar . The old cruel hopelessness that had always chequered her pride and pleasure in his good looks and high spirits and fitfully charming ways had dealt her a last crushing blow ; he was dying somewhere thousands of miles away without hope of recovery , without a word of love to comfort him , and without hope or shred of consolation she was waiting to hear of the end .