I think so.
Maybe you want ? Think about it. Um , You may  may ruin your career forever , if you appear.
Yeah , you might get blacklisted.
And um , the uh , other thing , yeah we actually  Have we made any progress on what we decided , uh , last week ? I 'm sure you read the transcript of last week 's meeting in red so sh so you 're up to dated  caught up.