She felt she had to take full duty of a monarch, but soon became disheartened and at length came to Laura Fish Judd, the wife of Gerrit P. Judd, and said: "I am in sore straits and heavy hearted, and I have come to tell you my thought. I am quite discouraged and cannot bear this burden any longer.
She felt she had to take on the full responsibilities of a monarch but soon became disheartened and ultimately sought out Laura Fish Judd, wife of Gerrit P. Judd, saying: "I am in great distress and deeply saddened; I have come to express my thoughts. I feel utterly discouraged and cannot continue with this burden."