She felt she had to take full duty of a monarch, but soon became disheartened and at length came to Laura Fish Judd, the wife of Gerrit P. Judd, and said: "I am in sore straits and heavy hearted, and I have come to tell you my thought. I am quite discouraged and cannot bear this burden any longer.
She felt she had to shoulder the full responsibility of a monarch, but soon grew disheartened and eventually sought out Laura Fish Judd, the wife of Gerrit P. Judd, and said: "I am in dire straits and heavy-hearted, and I have come to share my thoughts. I feel utterly discouraged and cannot bear this burden any longer."