He lives with his repressed memories and limited understanding of the events that destroyed his family, uncertain of others' motivations that night and suppressing any instinct to discover more about the way events unfolded, though what he knows is incomplete and presents riddles more than resolution.
He navigates through suppressed recollections and limited awareness of the cataclysmic events that destroyed his family, beset by doubt regarding others' motivations and instinctively avoiding any pursuit of knowledge about how the events unfolded, though what he knows is incomplete and shrouded in mystery.