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You need help OP. And you need to stop with the H. Every dose you take will literally lower your capacity to feel good about yourself. You can get out of all this bullshit without killing yourself but you need to be more or less clean. I don't know what you graduated but that's an amazing accomplishment for someone depressed with a pot habit! You don't need to hate yourself. It's fucking hard to do anything positive for yourself in your situation. There are reasons you are going down this road at the moment. It's a serious condition with a high mortality rate that is tied to you brain chemistry and your real world problems. But there are ways to change both in small steps, if you get the help you need.  
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