text:  When for instance I mentioned the disgust which I had conceived for the University upon losing the scholarship and the uneasiness which I afterwards felt as long as I continued a member of that community a few of the most acute looked at one another and shrugged mysteriously as who should say "How wondrous are the ways of Providence!" and when I arrived at the point of my deliverance by the hand of their own minister there would have been I thought no end to the gesticulations expressions of gratitude and joy that burst from the "church " in spite of the praiseworthy efforts of the minister to control and keep them down