(ROOT (S (PP (IN In) (NP (CD 1969))) (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBD was) (NP (NP (DT a) (JJ young) (NN girl)) (VP (VBG working) (PP (IN in) (NP (NNP Toronto)))))) (. .)))
In 1969 I was a young girl working in Toronto.
case
in
In
ADP
IN
obl
NumForm=Digit|NumType=Card
1969
1969
NUM
CD
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
cop
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
det
Definite=Ind|PronType=Art
a
a
DET
DT
amod
Degree=Pos
young
young
ADJ
JJ
root
Number=Sing
girl
girl
NOUN
NN
acl
VerbForm=Ger
work
working
VERB
VBG
case
in
in
ADP
IN
obl
Number=Sing
Toronto
Toronto
PROPN
NNP
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VP (VBD was) (PP (IN from) (NP (NP (DT a) (JJ small) (NN town)) (PP (IN in) (NP (NNP Ontario)))))) (CC and) (VP (VBD had) (ADVP (RB just)) (VP (VBN moved) (PP (IN to) (NP (DT the) (JJ big) (NN city))) (ADVP (NP (QP (RB about) (CD three)) (NNS months)) (RBR earlier))))) (. .)))
I was from a small town in Ontario and had just moved to the big city about three months earlier.
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
cop
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
case
from
from
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Ind|PronType=Art
a
a
DET
DT
amod
Degree=Pos
small
small
ADJ
JJ
root
Number=Sing
town
town
NOUN
NN
case
in
in
ADP
IN
nmod
Number=Sing
Ontario
Ontario
PROPN
NNP
cc
and
and
CCONJ
CC
aux
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
have
had
AUX
VBD
advmod
just
just
ADV
RB
conj
Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part
move
moved
VERB
VBN
case
to
to
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
amod
Degree=Pos
big
big
ADJ
JJ
obl
Number=Sing
city
city
NOUN
NN
advmod
about
about
ADV
RB
nummod
NumForm=Word|NumType=Card
three
three
NUM
CD
obl:npmod
Number=Plur
month
months
NOUN
NNS
advmod
Degree=Cmp
early
earlier
ADV
RBR
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (S (NP (PRP It)) (VP (VBD was) (NP (NP (CD one) (NN week)) (PP (IN before) (NP (NNP Christmas)))))) (CC and) (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBD was) (VP (VBG going) (ADVP (RB home)) (PP (IN on) (NP (NP (DT the) (JJ last) (NN streetcar)) (PP (IN of) (NP (DT the) (NN evening)))))))) (. .)))
It was one week before Christmas and I was going home on the last streetcar of the evening.
nsubj
Case=Nom|Gender=Neut|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs
it
It
PRON
PRP
cop
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
nummod
NumForm=Word|NumType=Card
one
one
NUM
CD
obl:npmod
Number=Sing
week
week
NOUN
NN
case
before
before
ADP
IN
root
Number=Sing
Christmas
Christmas
PROPN
NNP
cc
and
and
CCONJ
CC
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
aux
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
conj
Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part
go
going
VERB
VBG
advmod
home
home
ADV
RB
case
on
on
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
amod
Degree=Pos
last
last
ADJ
JJ
obl
Number=Sing
streetcar
streetcar
NOUN
NN
case
of
of
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
nmod
Number=Sing
evening
evening
NOUN
NN
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (NFP  ))
root
PUNCT
NFP
(ROOT (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBP remember) (S (VP (VP (VBG looking) (PP (IN at) (NP (PRP$ my) (NN paycheque)))) (CC and) (VP (VBG asking) (NP (PRP myself)) (SBAR (WHADVP (WRB how)) (S (NP (PRP it)) (VP (VBD was) (VP (VBG going) (S (VP (TO to) (VP (VB endure)))))))))))) (. .)))
I remember looking at my paycheque and asking myself how it was going to endure.
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
root
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin
remember
remember
VERB
VBP
xcomp
VerbForm=Ger
look
looking
VERB
VBG
case
at
at
ADP
IN
nmod:poss
Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs
my
my
PRON
PRP$
obl
Number=Sing
paycheque
paycheque
NOUN
NN
cc
and
and
CCONJ
CC
conj
VerbForm=Ger
ask
asking
VERB
VBG
iobj
Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs|Reflex=Yes
myself
myself
PRON
PRP
advmod
PronType=Int
how
how
ADV
WRB
nsubj
Case=Nom|Gender=Neut|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs
it
it
PRON
PRP
aux
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
ccomp
Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part
go
going
VERB
VBG
mark
to
to
PART
TO
xcomp
VerbForm=Inf
endure
endure
VERB
VB
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (PP (IN At) (NP (NP (DT that) (NN time)) (PP (IN in) (NP (PRP$ my) (NN life))))) (NP (PRP I)) (ADVP (RB hardly)) (VP (VBD had) (NP (NP (JJ enough) (NN money)) (SBAR (S (VP (TO to) (VP (VB exist) (PP (IN on)))))))) (. .)))
At that time in my life I hardly had enough money to exist on.
case
at
At
ADP
IN
det
Number=Sing|PronType=Dem
that
that
DET
DT
obl
Number=Sing
time
time
NOUN
NN
case
in
in
ADP
IN
nmod:poss
Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs
my
my
PRON
PRP$
nmod
Number=Sing
life
life
NOUN
NN
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
advmod
hardly
hardly
ADV
RB
root
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
have
had
VERB
VBD
amod
Degree=Pos
enough
enough
ADJ
JJ
obj
Number=Sing
money
money
NOUN
NN
mark
to
to
PART
TO
acl
VerbForm=Inf
exist
exist
VERB
VB
obl
on
on
ADP
IN
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (NP (NP (NN Bread)) (PP (IN for) (NP (NN supper) (CC and) (NN oatmeal))) (PP (IN for) (NP (NN breakfast)))) (VP (VBD was) (NP (NP (DT the) (JJ only) (NN way)) (SBAR (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBD kept) (NP (NN hunger)) (PP (IN at) (NP (NN bay)))))))) (. .)))
Bread for supper and oatmeal for breakfast was the only way I kept hunger at bay.
nsubj
Number=Sing
bread
Bread
NOUN
NN
case
for
for
ADP
IN
nmod
Number=Sing
supper
supper
NOUN
NN
cc
and
and
CCONJ
CC
conj
Number=Sing
oatmeal
oatmeal
NOUN
NN
case
for
for
ADP
IN
nmod
Number=Sing
breakfast
breakfast
NOUN
NN
cop
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
amod
Degree=Pos
only
only
ADJ
JJ
root
Number=Sing
way
way
NOUN
NN
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
acl:relcl
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
keep
kept
VERB
VBD
obj
Number=Sing
hunger
hunger
NOUN
NN
case
at
at
ADP
IN
obl
Number=Sing
bay
bay
NOUN
NN
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (NFP  ))
root
PUNCT
NFP
(ROOT (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VP (VBD got) (PP (IN off) (NP (DT the) (NN streetcar)))) (CC and) (VP (VBD started) (S (VP (VBG walking) (PP (IN up) (NP (DT the) (NN street)))))) (, ,) (SBAR (WHADVP (WRB when)) (S (NP (PRP I)) (ADVP (RB suddenly)) (VP (VBD noticed) (SBAR (S (NP (DT a) (NN man)) (VP (VBD was) (VP (VBG running) (PP (IN after) (NP (PRP me))))))))))) (. .)))
I got off the streetcar and started walking up the street, when I suddenly noticed a man was running after me.
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
root
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
get
got
VERB
VBD
case
off
off
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
obl
Number=Sing
streetcar
streetcar
NOUN
NN
cc
and
and
CCONJ
CC
conj
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
start
started
VERB
VBD
xcomp
VerbForm=Ger
walk
walking
VERB
VBG
case
up
up
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
obl
Number=Sing
street
street
NOUN
NN
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
advmod
PronType=Int
when
when
ADV
WRB
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
advmod
suddenly
suddenly
ADV
RB
advcl
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
notice
noticed
VERB
VBD
det
Definite=Ind|PronType=Art
a
a
DET
DT
nsubj
Number=Sing
man
man
NOUN
NN
aux
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
ccomp
Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part
run
running
VERB
VBG
case
after
after
ADP
IN
obl
Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
me
PRON
PRP
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VP (VBD stopped)) (, ,) (VP (VBD turned) (PRT (RB around))) (, ,) (S (VP (VBG seeing) (SBAR (IN that) (S (NP (PRP he)) (VP (VBD was) (ADJP (JJ black)))))))) (. .)))
I stopped, turned around, seeing that he was black.
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
root
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
stop
stopped
VERB
VBD
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
conj
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
turn
turned
VERB
VBD
advmod
around
around
ADV
RB
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
advcl
VerbForm=Ger
see
seeing
VERB
VBG
mark
that
that
SCONJ
IN
nsubj
Case=Nom|Gender=Masc|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs
he
he
PRON
PRP
cop
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
ccomp
Degree=Pos
black
black
ADJ
JJ
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (`` ``) (VBN snapped) ('' '') (, ,) (`` ``) (SBARQ (WHNP (WP What)) (SQ (VBP do) (NP (PRP you)) (VP (VB want)))) (. ?) ('' ''))))
I "snapped", "What do you want?"
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
punct
``
``
PUNCT
``
root
Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part
snap
snapped
VERB
VBN
punct
''
''
PUNCT
''
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
punct
``
``
PUNCT
``
obj
PronType=Int
what
What
PRON
WP
aux
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=2|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin
do
do
AUX
VBP
nsubj
Case=Nom|Person=2|PronType=Prs
you
you
PRON
PRP
ccomp
VerbForm=Inf
want
want
VERB
VB
punct
?
?
PUNCT
.
punct
''
''
PUNCT
''
(ROOT (S (NP (DT The) (NN man)) (VP (VBD answered) (PP (IN in) (NP (DT a) (JJ soft) (NN voice))) (, ,) (`` ``) (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBP am) (VP (VBG returning) (NP (PRP$ your) (NN wallet)))))) (. .)))
The man answered in a soft voice, "I am returning your wallet.
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
The
DET
DT
nsubj
Number=Sing
man
man
NOUN
NN
root
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
answer
answered
VERB
VBD
case
in
in
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Ind|PronType=Art
a
a
DET
DT
amod
Degree=Pos
soft
soft
ADJ
JJ
obl
Number=Sing
voice
voice
NOUN
NN
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
punct
``
``
PUNCT
``
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
aux
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin
be
am
AUX
VBP
parataxis
Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Part
return
returning
VERB
VBG
nmod:poss
Case=Gen|Person=2|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs
your
your
PRON
PRP$
obj
Number=Sing
wallet
wallet
NOUN
NN
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (NP (PRP You)) (VP (VBD left) (NP (PRP it)) (PP (IN on) (NP (DT the) (NN streetcar) (NN seat)))) (. .) ('' '')))
You left it on the streetcar seat."
nsubj
Case=Nom|Person=2|PronType=Prs
you
You
PRON
PRP
root
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=2|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
leave
left
VERB
VBD
obj
Case=Acc|Gender=Neut|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs
it
it
PRON
PRP
case
on
on
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
compound
Number=Sing
streetcar
streetcar
NOUN
NN
obl
Number=Sing
seat
seat
NOUN
NN
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
punct
''
''
PUNCT
''
(ROOT (NFP  ))
root
PUNCT
NFP
(ROOT (S (PP (IN Because) (IN of) (NP (NP (DT that) (NN man) (POS 's)) (NN thoughtfulness))) (, ,) (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBD was) (VP (VBN allowed) (NP (NP (DT the) (NN comfort)) (PP (IN of) (S (VP (VBG going) (ADVP (RB home)) (PP (IN by) (NP (NN bus))) (PP (IN for) (NP (DT the) (NN summer) (NNS holidays))))))))) (. .)))
Because of that man's thoughtfulness, I was allowed the comfort of going home by bus for the summer holidays.
case
because
Because
ADP
IN
fixed
of
of
ADP
IN
det
Number=Sing|PronType=Dem
that
that
DET
DT
nmod:poss
Number=Sing
man
man
NOUN
NN
case
's
's
PART
POS
obl
Number=Sing
thoughtfulness
thoughtfulness
NOUN
NN
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
nsubj:pass
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
aux:pass
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
root
Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part|Voice=Pass
allow
allowed
VERB
VBN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
obj
Number=Sing
comfort
comfort
NOUN
NN
mark
of
of
SCONJ
IN
acl
VerbForm=Ger
go
going
VERB
VBG
advmod
home
home
ADV
RB
case
by
by
ADP
IN
obl
Number=Sing
bus
bus
NOUN
NN
case
for
for
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Def|PronType=Art
the
the
DET
DT
compound
Number=Sing
summer
summer
NOUN
NN
obl
Number=Plur
holiday
holidays
NOUN
NNS
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (S (ADVP (RB Otherwise)) (, ,) (NP (PRP I)) (VP (MD would) (VP (VB have) (VP (VBN stayed) (ADVP (RB alone)) (PP (IN in) (NP (NP (PRP$ my) (JJ small) (NN room)) (PP (IN with) (NP (DT a) (NN hog) (NN plate)))))))) (. .)))
Otherwise, I would have stayed alone in my small room with a hog plate.
advmod
otherwise
Otherwise
ADV
RB
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
aux
VerbForm=Fin
would
would
AUX
MD
aux
VerbForm=Inf
have
have
AUX
VB
root
Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part
stay
stayed
VERB
VBN
advmod
alone
alone
ADV
RB
case
in
in
ADP
IN
nmod:poss
Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs
my
my
PRON
PRP$
amod
Degree=Pos
small
small
ADJ
JJ
obl
Number=Sing
room
room
NOUN
NN
case
with
with
ADP
IN
det
Definite=Ind|PronType=Art
a
a
DET
DT
compound
Number=Sing
hog
hog
NOUN
NN
nmod
Number=Sing
plate
plate
NOUN
NN
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (NFP  ))
root
PUNCT
NFP
(ROOT (S (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBP have) (ADVP (RB never)) (VP (VBN been) (ADJP (RB so) (JJ ashamed) (PP (IN of) (NP (PRP myself))))))) (, ,) (CC and) (S (NP (DT that) (JJ poor) (, ,) (JJ kind) (NN man)) (VP (VP (VBD had) (S (VP (TO to) (VP (VB walk))))) (, ,) (SBAR (WHNP (WP who)) (S (VP (VBZ knows) (WHADVP (WRB how) (RB far)) (, ,) (NP (NN home))))))) (. .)))
I have never been so ashamed of myself, and that poor, kind man had to walk, who knows how far, home.
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
aux
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin
have
have
AUX
VBP
advmod
never
never
ADV
RB
cop
Tense=Past|VerbForm=Part
be
been
AUX
VBN
advmod
so
so
ADV
RB
root
Degree=Pos
ashamed
ashamed
ADJ
JJ
case
of
of
ADP
IN
obl
Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs|Reflex=Yes
myself
myself
PRON
PRP
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
cc
and
and
CCONJ
CC
det
Number=Sing|PronType=Dem
that
that
DET
DT
amod
Degree=Pos
poor
poor
ADJ
JJ
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
amod
Degree=Pos
kind
kind
ADJ
JJ
nsubj
Number=Sing
man
man
NOUN
NN
conj
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
have
had
VERB
VBD
mark
to
to
PART
TO
xcomp
VerbForm=Inf
walk
walk
VERB
VB
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
nsubj
PronType=Rel
who
who
PRON
WP
advcl:relcl
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Pres|VerbForm=Fin
know
knows
VERB
VBZ
advmod
PronType=Int
how
how
ADV
WRB
advmod
Degree=Pos
far
far
ADV
RB
punct
,
,
PUNCT
,
obj
Number=Sing
home
home
NOUN
NN
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
(ROOT (NFP  ))
root
PUNCT
NFP
(ROOT (S (NP (PRP I)) (VP (VBD recognized) (ADVP (RB immediately)) (SBAR (IN that) (S (S (NP (DT this)) (VP (VBD was) (ADJP (JJ wrong) (PP (IN of) (NP (PRP me)))))) (CC and) (S (NP (PRP it)) (VP (VBD changed) (NP (PRP$ my) (NNS ways)) (ADVP (RB forever))))))) (. .)))
I recognized immediately that this was wrong of me and it changed my ways forever.
nsubj
Case=Nom|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
I
PRON
PRP
root
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=1|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
recognize
recognized
VERB
VBD
advmod
immediately
immediately
ADV
RB
mark
that
that
SCONJ
IN
nsubj
Number=Sing|PronType=Dem
this
this
PRON
DT
cop
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
be
was
AUX
VBD
ccomp
Degree=Pos
wrong
wrong
ADJ
JJ
case
of
of
ADP
IN
obl
Case=Acc|Number=Sing|Person=1|PronType=Prs
I
me
PRON
PRP
cc
and
and
CCONJ
CC
nsubj
Case=Nom|Gender=Neut|Number=Sing|Person=3|PronType=Prs
it
it
PRON
PRP
conj
Mood=Ind|Number=Sing|Person=3|Tense=Past|VerbForm=Fin
change
changed
VERB
VBD
nmod:poss
Case=Gen|Number=Sing|Person=1|Poss=Yes|PronType=Prs
my
my
PRON
PRP$
obj
Number=Plur
way
ways
NOUN
NNS
advmod
forever
forever
ADV
RB
punct
.
.
PUNCT
.
In 1969 I was a young girl working in Toronto. I was from a small town in Ontario and had just moved to the big city about three months earlier. It was one week before Christmas and I was going home on the last streetcar of the evening.  I remember looking at my paycheque and asking myself how it was going to endure. At that time in my life I hardly had enough money to exist on. Bread for supper and oatmeal for breakfast was the only way I kept hunger at bay.  I got off the streetcar and started walking up the street, when I suddenly noticed a man was running after me. I stopped, turned around, seeing that he was black. I "snapped", "What do you want?" The man answered in a soft voice, "I am returning your wallet. You left it on the streetcar seat."  Because of that man's thoughtfulness, I was allowed the comfort of going home by bus for the summer holidays. Otherwise, I would have stayed alone in my small room with a hog plate.  I have never been so ashamed of myself, and that poor, kind man had to walk, who knows how far, home.  I recognized immediately that this was wrong of me and it changed my ways forever.