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feat_book_id: Far from the Madding Crowd.chapter 30
feat_summary_id: chapter 30
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  HOT CHEEKS AND TEARFUL EYES
  
  
  Half an hour later Bathsheba entered her own house.  There burnt
  upon her face when she met the light of the candles the flush and
  excitement which were little less than chronic with her now.  The
  farewell words of Troy, who had accompanied her to the very door,
  still lingered in her ears.  He had bidden her adieu for two days,
  which were, so he stated, to be spent at Bath in visiting some
  friends.  He had also kissed her a second time.
  
  It is only fair to Bathsheba to explain here a little fact which
  did not come to light till a long time afterwards: that Troy's
  presentation of himself so aptly at the roadside this evening was
  not by any distinctly preconcerted arrangement.  He had hinted--she
  had forbidden; and it was only on the chance of his still coming
  that she had dismissed Oak, fearing a meeting between them just
  then.
  
  She now sank down into a chair, wild and perturbed by all these
  new and fevering sequences.  Then she jumped up with a manner of
  decision, and fetched her desk from a side table.
  
  In three minutes, without pause or modification, she had written a
  letter to Boldwood, at his address beyond Casterbridge, saying mildly
  but firmly that she had well considered the whole subject he had
  brought before her and kindly given her time to decide upon; that
  her final decision was that she could not marry him.  She had
  expressed to Oak an intention to wait till Boldwood came home before
  communicating to him her conclusive reply.  But Bathsheba found that
  she could not wait.
  
  It was impossible to send this letter till the next day; yet to quell
  her uneasiness by getting it out of her hands, and so, as it were,
  setting the act in motion at once, she arose to take it to any one of
  the women who might be in the kitchen.
  
  She paused in the passage.  A dialogue was going on in the kitchen,
  and Bathsheba and Troy were the subject of it.
  
  "If he marry her, she'll gie up farming."
  
  "'Twill be a gallant life, but may bring some trouble between the
  mirth--so say I."
  
  "Well, I wish I had half such a husband."
  
  Bathsheba had too much sense to mind seriously what her servitors
  said about her; but too much womanly redundance of speech to leave
  alone what was said till it died the natural death of unminded
  things.  She burst in upon them.
  
  "Who are you speaking of?" she asked.
  
  There was a pause before anybody replied.  At last Liddy said
  frankly, "What was passing was a bit of a word about yourself, miss."
  
  "I thought so!  Maryann and Liddy and Temperance--now I forbid you
  to suppose such things.  You know I don't care the least for Mr.
  Troy--not I.   Everybody knows how much I hate him.--Yes," repeated
  the froward young person, "HATE him!"
  
  "We know you do, miss," said Liddy; "and so do we all."
  
  "I hate him too," said Maryann.
  
  "Maryann--Oh you perjured woman!  How can you speak that wicked
  story!" said Bathsheba, excitedly.  "You admired him from your heart
  only this morning in the very world, you did.  Yes, Maryann, you know
  it!"
  
  "Yes, miss, but so did you.  He is a wild scamp now, and you are
  right to hate him."
  
  "He's NOT a wild scamp!  How dare you to my face!  I have no right to
  hate him, nor you, nor anybody.  But I am a silly woman!  What is it
  to me what he is?  You know it is nothing.  I don't care for him; I
  don't mean to defend his good name, not I.  Mind this, if any of you
  say a word against him you'll be dismissed instantly!"
  
  She flung down the letter and surged back into the parlour, with a
  big heart and tearful eyes, Liddy following her.
  
  "Oh miss!" said mild Liddy, looking pitifully into Bathsheba's face.
  "I am sorry we mistook you so!  I did think you cared for him; but I
  see you don't now."
  
  "Shut the door, Liddy."
  
  Liddy closed the door, and went on: "People always say such foolery,
  miss.  I'll make answer hencefor'ard, 'Of course a lady like Miss
  Everdene can't love him'; I'll say it out in plain black and white."
  
  Bathsheba burst out: "O Liddy, are you such a simpleton?  Can't you
  read riddles?  Can't you see?  Are you a woman yourself?"
  
  Liddy's clear eyes rounded with wonderment.
  
  "Yes; you must be a blind thing, Liddy!" she said, in reckless
  abandonment and grief.  "Oh, I love him to very distraction and
  misery and agony!  Don't be frightened at me, though perhaps I am
  enough to frighten any innocent woman.  Come closer--closer." She
  put her arms round Liddy's neck.  "I must let it out to somebody; it
  is wearing me away!  Don't you yet know enough of me to see through
  that miserable denial of mine?  O God, what a lie it was! Heaven and
  my Love forgive me.  And don't you know that a woman who loves at
  all thinks nothing of perjury when it is balanced against her love?
  There, go out of the room; I want to be quite alone."
  
  Liddy went towards the door.
  
  "Liddy, come here.  Solemnly swear to me that he's not a fast man;
  that it is all lies they say about him!"
  
  "But, miss, how can I say he is not if--"
  
  "You graceless girl!  How can you have the cruel heart to repeat what
  they say?  Unfeeling thing that you are....  But I'LL see if you or
  anybody else in the village, or town either, dare do such a thing!"
  She started off, pacing from fireplace to door, and back again.
  
  "No, miss.  I don't--I know it is not true!" said Liddy, frightened
  at Bathsheba's unwonted vehemence.
  
  "I suppose you only agree with me like that to please me.  But,
  Liddy, he CANNOT BE bad, as is said.  Do you hear?"
  
  "Yes, miss, yes."
  
  "And you don't believe he is?"
  
  "I don't know what to say, miss," said Liddy, beginning to cry.  "If
  I say No, you don't believe me; and if I say Yes, you rage at me!"
  
  "Say you don't believe it--say you don't!"
  
  "I don't believe him to be so bad as they make out."
  
  "He is not bad at all....  My poor life and heart, how weak I
  am!" she moaned, in a relaxed, desultory way, heedless of Liddy's
  presence.  "Oh, how I wish I had never seen him!  Loving is misery
  for women always.  I shall never forgive God for making me a woman,
  and dearly am I beginning to pay for the honour of owning a pretty
  face."  She freshened and turned to Liddy suddenly.  "Mind this,
  Lydia Smallbury, if you repeat anywhere a single word of what I have
  said to you inside this closed door, I'll never trust you, or love
  you, or have you with me a moment longer--not a moment!"
  
  "I don't want to repeat anything," said Liddy, with womanly dignity
  of a diminutive order; "but I don't wish to stay with you.  And,
  if you please, I'll go at the end of the harvest, or this week, or
  to-day....  I don't see that I deserve to be put upon and stormed at
  for nothing!" concluded the small woman, bigly.
  
  "No, no, Liddy; you must stay!" said Bathsheba, dropping from
  haughtiness to entreaty with capricious inconsequence.  "You must not
  notice my being in a taking just now.  You are not as a servant--you
  are a companion to me.  Dear, dear--I don't know what I am doing
  since this miserable ache of my heart has weighted and worn upon me
  so!  What shall I come to!  I suppose I shall get further and further
  into troubles.  I wonder sometimes if I am doomed to die in the
  Union.  I am friendless enough, God knows!"
  
  "I won't notice anything, nor will I leave you!" sobbed Liddy,
  impulsively putting up her lips to Bathsheba's, and kissing her.
  
  Then Bathsheba kissed Liddy, and all was smooth again.
  
  "I don't often cry, do I, Lidd? but you have made tears come into my
  eyes," she said, a smile shining through the moisture.  "Try to think
  him a good man, won't you, dear Liddy?"
  
  "I will, miss, indeed."
  
  "He is a sort of steady man in a wild way, you know.  That's better
  than to be as some are, wild in a steady way.  I am afraid that's
  how I am.  And promise me to keep my secret--do, Liddy!  And do not
  let them know that I have been crying about him, because it will be
  dreadful for me, and no good to him, poor thing!"
  
  "Death's head himself shan't wring it from me, mistress, if I've
  a mind to keep anything; and I'll always be your friend," replied
  Liddy, emphatically, at the same time bringing a few more tears into
  her own eyes, not from any particular necessity, but from an artistic
  sense of making herself in keeping with the remainder of the picture,
  which seems to influence women at such times.  "I think God likes us
  to be good friends, don't you?"
  
  "Indeed I do."
  
  "And, dear miss, you won't harry me and storm at me, will you?
  because you seem to swell so tall as a lion then, and it frightens
  me!  Do you know, I fancy you would be a match for any man when you
  are in one o' your takings."
  
  "Never! do you?" said Bathsheba, slightly laughing, though somewhat
  seriously alarmed by this Amazonian picture of herself.  "I hope I am
  not a bold sort of maid--mannish?" she continued with some anxiety.
  
  "Oh no, not mannish; but so almighty womanish that 'tis getting on
  that way sometimes.  Ah! miss," she said, after having drawn her
  breath very sadly in and sent it very sadly out, "I wish I had half
  your failing that way.  'Tis a great protection to a poor maid in
  these illegit'mate days!"
  
  
  
  
feat_summary_name: Chapter 30
target: Despite her promise not to reject Boldwood before his return, Bathsheba could not wait. "The farewell words of Troy, who had accompanied her to her very door, still lingered in her ears. He had bidden her adieu for two days, which were, so he stated, to be spent in Bath visiting some friends. He had also kissed her a second time." Restless and perturbed, Bathsheba impulsively wrote to Boldwood that she could not marry him. Taking the letter to the kitchen for one of the maids to mail, she overheard the servants gossiping about her latest romance. Furiously insisting that she hated Troy, but with the next breath defending him, she forbade their gossip. Alone with Liddy, Bathsheba confided her love, begging reassurance that all the stories circulating about Troy were not true. Eager to please her mistress, Liddy agreed with all her statements. Bathsheba turned on her: "Mind this, Lydia Smallbury, if you repeat anywhere a single word of what I have said to you inside this closed door, I'll never trust you, or love you, or have you with me a moment longer -- not a moment!" "'I don't want to repeat anything,' said Liddy, with womanly dignity of a diminutive order; 'but I don't wish to stay with you. And, if you please, I'll go at the end of the harvest, or this week, or today . . . I don't see that I deserve to be put upon and stormed at for nothing!'" Liddy's words led to a tearful reconciliation; she promised always to be Bathsheba's friend, shedding a few more tears "not from any particular necessity, but from an artistic sense of making herself in keeping with the remainder of the picture."
feat_summary_analysis: Hardy's portrait of feminine frailty and women's weapons is not without humor. Bathsheba does not wish to think ill of Troy, does not want to believe the stories about him, and fights against the possibility of their truth. Liddy envies her mistress her femininity and her conquests. She is also proud of her position and dignity. Both girls enjoy having a good cry. They agree that "God likes us to be good friends." Liddy assures her mistress that, while Bathsheba is a match for any man, she is not mannish. "O no, not mannish; but so almighty womanish that 'tis getting on that way sometimes. I wish I had half your failing that way. 'Tis a great protection to a poor maid in these illegit'mate days!"