andreagasparini/dreaddit · Datasets at Hugging Face

ptsd

8601tu

(15, 20)

He said he had not felt that way before, suggeted I go rest and so ..TRIGGER AHEAD IF YOUI'RE A HYPOCONDRIAC LIKE ME: i decide to look up "feelings of doom" in hopes of maybe getting sucked into some rabbit hole of ludicrous conspiracy, a stupid "are you psychic" test or new age b.s., something I could even laugh at down the road. No, I ended up reading that this sense of doom can be indicative of various health ailments; one of which I am prone to.. So on top of my "doom" to my gloom..I am now f'n worried about my heart. I do happen to have a physical in 48 hours.

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assistance

8lbrx9

(0, 5)

Hey there r/assistance, Not sure if this is the right place to post this.. but here goes =) I'm currently a student intern at Sandia National Labs and working on a survey to help improve our marketing outreach efforts at the many schools we recruit at around the country. We're looking for current undergrad/grad STEM students so if you're a STEM student or know STEM students, I would greatly appreciate if you can help take or pass along this short survey. As a thank you, everyone who helps take the survey will be entered in to a drawing for chance to win one of three $50 Amazon gcs.

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ptsd

9ch1zh

(15, 20)

My mom then hit me with the newspaper and it shocked me that she would do this, she knows I don't like play hitting, smacking, striking, hitting or violence of any sort on my person. Do I send out this vibe asking for it from the universe? Then yesterday I decided to take my friend to go help another "friend" move to a new place. While we were driving the friend we are moving strikes me on my shoulder. And I address it immediately because this is the 4th time I have told him not to do these things, then my other friend who is driving nearly gets into an collision with another car i think because he was high on marijuana and the friend we are moving in the backseat is like "you have to understand I was just trying to get your attention" you know the thing 5 year olds do to get peoples attention by smacking them, this guy is in his 60's.

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relationships

7rorpp

[5, 10]

until i met my new boyfriend, he is amazing, he is kind, he is sweet, he is a good student, he likes the same things as me, my family likes him, and so on... but i dont feel that passion that rush i felt with my ex, the truth is that when i started going out with my boyfriend i secretly saw my ex a few times to see if i really didnt feel nothing for him, but it was disgusting, i didnt even want him to touch me, i feel bad with myself i didnt want him, but still, i was there. then i kinda realized i felt nothing love related for him and it was ok, HE was HURT when he knew i was dating this boy and he even begged me to stay but of course not. but now the problem is that when im with my boyfriend i dont feel like i love him, like that thing you kinda have to feel with a new love, i just feel "ok" with him, and i catch myself thinking about my ex from time to time, remembering all the good things we had and it drives me crazy because i know that if i see him again i wont feel that way, that "love" that my mind makes me think stills there. and recently i found out that he has a girl and he is actually enjoying the experience and i got so mad and so hurt (i know i dont have any right to feel that way) i felt betrayed and I STILL feel that way, i gross myself out.

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survivorsofabuse

9p2gbc

[0, 5]

October is Domestic Violence Awareness Month and I am a domestic violence survivor who is still struggling, even after over four years. Lately I have been feeling very angry. Angry that my abusive ex received no real consequences for his actions. This man abused me in all manners: physically, sexually, emotionally, verbally, financially, etc. I was granted a restraining order against him (and it was renewed a year later) but I was unable to press criminal charges against him because I didn’t have enough evidence to have a case.

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relationships

7tx7et

(30, 35)

I think he doesn't want to put in the effort for the relationship to work (and we're both so difficult that we have to work on our relationships, doesn't matter with whom) but he can't be without me either. What should I do? I'm afraid this is gonna happen over and over again, because I'm always forgiving him at some point. Am I being strung along? TL;DR: Boyfriend [28,M] broke up with me [23,F] after on-off for 1.5 years, I thought we just got it together and am devastated...don't know what to do, want to keep fighting but should I?

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domesticviolence

7iphly

[25, 30]

It was a big company so luckily I didn't have to see him all the time, but when I did, he again acted as though I didn't exist. I tried to talk to him and update him on the pregnancy, and ask him to be involved for our child's sake, and he literally stared right through me without saying a word. 3 months after our daughter was born, I texted him and told him he was missing out on the most amazing person in this world, and how it wasn't fair to her. To my surprise, he wrote back and wanted to see her. He apologized, said he had changed and within a couple of months, we were engaged.

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anxiety

5m3k80

(5, 10)

It cleared up and I was okay but. On Monday I was thinking about humans and how the brain works and it tripped me out I got worried that because I was thinking about how the brain works that I would lose sleep and I did. That night was bad just like last time. Also yesterday my sleep was bad I woke up like every hour of the night just like last time. I got kind of scared like I did last time but this time I think that this is fake life which is absurd but I just think about it then get really scared then I think rationally then calm down.

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relationships

7nhy1v

(50, 55)

I actually give an assistant half my emergency fee to come help me sometimes. I feel unsafe driving to "house calls" in the middle of the night by myself. I frequently bring my husband along as a makeshift “tech” or when I feel unsafe, which is obviously unfair to him. Unhappy Husband: My husband is miserable both with his 60 minute commute and with our isolation out here in the country. We feel like we have no social life out here.

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assistance

61eiq6

[15, 20]

I just feel like the street life has fucked my head up. There's so much I don't even know how to talk about anymore, I just hold that shit. Only person I can really chat with is a pal I know at the bar. He has PTSD and shit from the military bad, hard up alcoholic nowadays after killing people.. We talk once every few weeks and we are open and it's cool. But normal people?

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anxiety

8sxdmy

[0, 5]

Next week I’ll be flying for our family vacation. The flights won’t be very long (just MSY to LAS then LAX to MSY on the way home), but flying really triggers my anxiety. Mostly I just like having control over myself and my surroundings, so the idea of being in a metal tube 30,000 feet in the air is not ideal for me. I also have a lot of fears about terrorist attacks/mass shootings (movie theaters and other crowded public places are also a problem for me). I was wondering if anyone has any tips for flying anxiety/fear.

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anxiety

87l3pf

[20, 25]

Everything sets me off and I'm almost having a panic attack. I'm going to my dads soon and that also makes me anxious because I'm afraid that I'm not in the mental state to go there and I want to stay at my moms but he really isn't happy when I do that. Anyway when she complains or is feeling bad I comfort her and I've never raised my voice at her even when frustrated. When she thinks I disagree with her she raises her voice, I have to talk about what she wants to in general right now because she gets impatient easily. I feel like vomiting because she also has so many redeeming factors but I don't want to lose her as a friend.

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anxiety

910inu

(0, 5)

I’ve been taking 12.5 mgs zoloft for about 6 months (yeah, super small dose .. but it was taking the edge off, i think). I decided to stop taking it for a few days to see if it was really helping. Now, about 40 hours since my last dose, I’m suddenly kind of shaky and also flushed (my cheeks are burning for no reason. And THOSE side effects are about to freak me out - do you think it is from my missed dose? Is it possible to have such a fast reaction?

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homeless

8l9pp2

(1, 6)

No place in my city has shelter space for us, and I won't put my baby on the literal street. (I've been there before. Fine for new, but I don't want to have to go through that with a baby). What cities have good shelter programs for homeless mothers and children? I'd love to be able to make some calls and get on a greyhound between the 7th and 16th (when I'll likely be able to get the money to go).

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anxiety

9wypos

(4, 9)

These past couple of months have been the worst. My anxiety has gotten so bad it’s effecting my sleep and relationship. I’ve become so paranoid about my health as well. I don’t feel like me anymore and I just feel scared all the time now over every little thing. I don’t have money to see a therapist either...

15,182

1

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3

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1

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relationships

7p6dgo

(20, 25)

I asked him three time what happened. And after the third time I cried and went home. Month later he still don't talk to me and he and my mother started fighting for the first time in the relationship. Me and my mother honestly don't know what to do, he just ignores me. I even told him that I don't date that guy(even though I date him) and he didn't even react to it.

48,068

1

0.833333

1,515,495,261

435

3.821154

75

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8

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64

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0

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3

1.1111

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1

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58

4.411949

0.2125

anxiety

8mqmx3

[35, 40]

The sensation lasted hours. It seemed like a circulation problem, and I panicked and of course ended up in the ER again. This time a doctor came to see me immediately. He wanted to talk about my anxiety. He said he could run some more tests, but he didn't think it would help.

901

1

0.8

1,527,519,277

2

2.897222

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36.1

1

10.6

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100

54.72

18.87

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0

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1.89

0

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0

1.89

0

2.7143

2.8889

3

1

1.2

1

1.80694

1.59149

1.88268

1

2

4.136815

0.5

domesticviolence

815k8h

[2, 7]

It did hurt but didn’t leave any marks. When I lied down I kept coughing and today it feels kinda constricted like there’s a lump in my throat. I’ve googled and realised how serious it can be and now I’m terrified but scared to go doctor. What do I do I’m not calling police and I am not going to any hospital. I will go to doctor if they are sensitive about it

1,055

1

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5

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1

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1

1.69349

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1.78873

1

24

4.154359

-0.12963

assistance

7rfjom

(10, 15)

This is helping to get kids in the area tan ability to practice and a strong group of girls to look up to. So if you would please help busboy donating, even a dollar, would be amazing for not only us but the future generations of kids. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this, even if you don't donate, you reading this showed you cared enough to open the link :) Here is also a link to our softball teams website: <url> Now the actual information you'll find on the campaign page is listed here!

8,594

0

1

1,516,332,924

0

5.494412

99

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99

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3

1.125

1

1.68388

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0.4

2

5.963529

0.192593

relationships

7pg3a7

[150, 155]

We had plans to move in together, a fancy $1,800/month home that she would contribute $400 or so. We spoke of children, marriage, all sorts of stuff. It's not that I thought she owed me anything for me doing these things. It's just that I felt like I did so incredibly much and it kills me that I look back and know that over a 5 month period, we only had intimate contact less than 15 times, that we never made out, outside sex (and I initiated and was rejected many, many times). Every time I brought up my frustrations regarding my unmet romantic needs, she took it as gaslighting and used it as fuel to further drive the reason why she wasn't comfortable with intimate contact.

2,223

0

0.6

1,515,596,406

0

8.838182

129

16.55

50

73.71

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25.8

16.28

89.92

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26.36

14.73

8.53

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12.4

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2.625

3

1

1.74045

1.57193

1.90533

0.25

7

8.633939

0.152778

domesticviolence

79tofd

[5, 10]

he still holds me back in life. he still finds ways to get to me. YET I STILL TALK TO HIM. and i always feel worse after i do. i've tried blocking him on social media, but he still finds ways to get to me.

1,985

1

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1,509,426,703

3

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9

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3

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survivorsofabuse

9xkqh0

(10, 15)

I was going through a hard time after our breakup (started seeing a therapist and psychiatrist). In the span of the 2.5 years since our breakup I have had other boyfriends and hookups. Some of my hookups happened to be some of his old friends, the most recent happening 11 months ago. I never talked to these guys leading up to the hook ups or since, it was purely just spur of the moment drunk sex. Recently me and my ex have reconnected after 2.5 years of no contact.

42,454

0

0.8

1,542,360,878

5

7.156742

89

87.35

63.2

95.93

25.77

17.8

17.98

91.01

52.81

13.48

10.11

6.74

2.25

0

1.12

0

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0

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0

1.12

0

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5.62

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0

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0

2.7778

2.625

3

1.2308

1.1429

1

1.73229

1.45588

1.86343

0.86

3

6.466607

-0.012798

ptsd

9jhgob

[0, 5]

Through work I have been in some dodgy situations abroad. A number of times my life has been at risk, and I've had to defend myself a few times. I'm a civilian and have only had basic weapon training.  We've always had an ex-military security contractor with us, but still had to perform aggressive roles when approached.

1,220

1

0.6

1,538,087,875

2

4.673548

59

36.24

50

67.53

1

14.75

16.95

86.44

55.93

11.86

8.47

3.39

0

6.78

11.86

20.34

5.08

6.78

0

22.03

5.08

0

1.69

0

3.39

8.47

1.69

6.78

1.69

3.39

0

6.78

0

5.08

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

13.56

3.39

1.69

5.08

13.56

10.17

0

13.56

1.69

3.39

8.47

3.39

0

1.69

0

22.03

6.78

3.39

0

1.69

0

1.69

0

5.08

0

3.39

2.8333

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.77059

1.532

1.82984

1

0

5.233097

-0.066667

ptsd

91oz3r

[0, 5]

With a switch blade and open arms In a sweater vest that covers a ragged undershirt stained with my innocence Through faces that are never the same as the ones I dread finding in the crowd In the night, I rediscover my love of mares and how hoarse I can be in the morning It's the taste of blood but I am not bleeding

138

0

0.571429

1,532,495,820

3

3.402769

64

84.57

10.58

82.31

55.21

64

14.06

82.81

59.38

14.06

9.38

0

4.69

14.06

15.62

7.81

3.12

7.81

3.12

7.81

3.12

1.56

0

4.69

3.12

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0

7.81

1.56

0

1.56

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1.56

0

10.94

7.81

1.56

0

1.56

3.12

1.56

0

1.56

0

9.38

0

12.5

0

7.81

4.69

0

3.12

0

1.56

0

1.56

0

3

2.6364

3

1

1.1429

1

1.75213

1.69388

1.85145

1

0

3.458462

0.166667

survivorsofabuse

9od6d6

[55, 60]

According to [a study from <url> and its subjects, major risk factors were family problems and a child’s lack of confidence. These factors aren’t necessarily easy to influence but well worth looking into. As is another avenue that we should focus on more: Support for survivors of sexual abuse. Availability and quality of mental health care comes to mind, but it’s not solely limited to the medical field. If we want abusers to be held accountable, we have to help victims because they might not come forward otherwise.

680

0

1

1,539,613,853

3

9.292903

88

65.89

50

2.4

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17.6

25

86.36

50

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0

3.41

0

1.14

5.68

3.41

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4.55

2.27

0

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11.36

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0

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0

1.14

0

17.05

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1.14

0

3.41

0

3.41

2.8

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.72547

1.4325

1.8288

1

9.173677

0.203051

ptsd

5pw5m6

(45, 50)

If anything goes wrong, sexually, I want to cease to exist, and a lot of the time, I'm not able to do it out of sheer anxiety. I used to be a very soft person, and I hope I'm still kind, but now I'm quicker to anger, and I don't want to become an abuser. Basically... was I abused? Does that sound like something an abused person would say? I feel like I have the symptoms of PTSD.

4,489

1

1,485,265,262

5

3.369878

78

42.69

6.21

55.26

1

13

8.97

96.15

64.1

17.95

12.82

0

5.13

7.69

15.38

14.1

5.13

6.41

2.56

23.08

3.85

0

1.28

10.26

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0

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3.85

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1.28

0

2.56

20.51

1.28

8.97

1.28

6.41

0

24.36

7.69

8.97

0

2.56

0

5.13

0

3

2.8889

3

1

1.2857

1

1.7587

1.43333

1.91483

0.67

11

5.052341

0.0225

anxiety

9erk04

(17, 22)

I really don’t know what to do about this, and I’m wondering if I’m even able to get over this fear. A traumatic experience compounded it in me as a kid, and I’ve been experiencing it for so long that it feels like second nature. It’s lkkely so ingrained with me that therapy won’t do much good. I need some help. If anyone can offer some, feel free.

13,615

1

0.833333

1,536,616,850

0

3.473378

68

4.6

11.97

47.25

25.77

13.6

10.29

94.12

61.76

25

10.29

0

14.71

2.94

13.24

14.71

7.35

10.29

2.94

22.06

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1.47

4.41

5.88

2.94

1.47

0

5.88

0

16.18

5.88

0

4.41

8.82

0

4.41

5.88

0

2.94

1.47

0

1.47

0

8.82

1.47

4.41

2.94

0

1.47

19.12

1.47

4.41

0

4.41

0

1.47

0

20.59

7.35

4.41

0

8.82

0

2.75

2.8889

3

1

1.125

1

1.73862

1.39649

1.87968

0.5

0

5.649568

0.291667

assistance

9xjpy0

(0, 5)

November has been one of the worst months in a long time. My mom was in a car accident and has no idea how she's getting to work. A few days later my grandmother died and I didn't even have enough money to attend the funeral. I drove home to be with my family, and to drive my mom 5 hours to the airport. I spent a ton on gas and now money is tight.

52,164

1

0.8

1,542,350,187

0

2.724416

75

69.57

25.24

94.62

9.41

15

8

93.33

54.67

10.67

9.33

0

1.33

0

9.33

13.33

12

4

6.67

2.67

17.33

5.33

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1.33

2.67

1.33

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1.33

0

6.67

5.33

0

5.33

0

4

1.33

0

1.33

0

1.33

0

5.33

1.33

0

1.33

8

12

0

20

5.33

9.33

1.33

2.67

4

0

2.67

0

10.67

6.67

1.33

0

2.67

0

2.875

2.4444

3

1

1.125

1

1.71428

1.70154

1.87517

0.48

5

4.667948

-0.218367

relationships

7q7vhn

[0, 5]

Okay, So in since October have just got out of an eight year relationship . We were engaged to get married next year, but it did not work out. It ended mutually and we have moved on. In life these things happen. Since Halloween I have been seeing this Girl.

1,580

0

1

1,515,883,590

1

2.790612

49

50.26

79.29

97.35

91.78

9.8

12.24

95.92

59.18

16.33

6.12

2.04

4.08

0

10.2

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12.24

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2.04

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0

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14.29

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0

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12.24

0

26.53

2.04

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14.29

2.04

0

2.04

0

2.04

0

14.29

10.2

4.08

0

2.8333

2.3333

3

1.125

1.25

1

1.75342

1.47234

1.87178

1

6

3.403429

0.25

anxiety

913uhm

[9, 14]

Also the headaches. LOADS of headaches all the time. I’m so done. I hate this almost as bad as my brain constantly telling me I’m a POS. Anxiety is fun :)

561

1

0.8

1,532,318,139

10

-1.776161

31

9.68

9.86

60.4

1.23

6.2

16.13

93.55

58.06

19.35

16.13

0

3.23

9.68

12.9

0

19.35

9.68

6.45

0

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0

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0

3.23

0

3.23

12.9

0

6.45

0

6.45

0

3.23

0

3.23

0

3.23

0

19.35

12.9

0

6.45

0

2.7143

2.8

2.6

1

1.1818

1

1.81031

1.53636

1.82552

1

8

0.205357

-0.14

ptsd

66cyu7

(26, 31)

I'm just blown away by this doctor's willingness to help. I feel so validated every time I leave his office, like someone actually understands what I'm struggling with, and I don't have to convince them of my mental illness. Bottom line? Research docs if you can online, read their reviews and don't give up until you find someone who treats you the way you deserve. If I can do this, I promise you can!

52,459

0

1

1,492,634,524

5

5.608101

74

5.23

75.05

78.21

25.77

14.8

18.92

89.19

62.16

29.73

21.62

10.81

0

6.76

1.35

2.7

8.11

1.35

12.16

4.05

8.11

2.7

16.22

2.7

0

1.35

2.7

1.35

0

17.57

0

1.35

14.86

5.41

0

2.7

5.41

2.7

4.05

1.35

0

1.35

2.7

0

2.7

0

6.76

1.35

0

6.76

0

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stress

8n761h

(10, 15)

I feel like I'm trying to reason my situation though. I'm listing off things that a person would associate success with but I'm not seeing the things I'm failing at. Or maybe I do and the Navy is just exaggerating the things they want out of me? I feel like the Navy is easy and I don't put a lot of time towards it $ I mean qualifications$. When I'm at work I feel like I really focus in on a task.

43,588

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domesticviolence

6qbkzt

[7, 12]

I am really feeling like there are no good men. They are all just horrible to women. I think I would rather be alone than deal with any man again. Has anyone else felt like this? Did your feelings ever change?

1,651

1

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assistance

7q3gp9

[15, 20]

You can see the detail on my [update 2 right <url> and here's a link to the [project github <url> So I'm begging you here, literally begging you. If there's anyone out there who would be kind enough to give me a second chance to fix my fuck up and finish my degree, would you please consider giving me some financial aid via [my goFundMe <url> I'm literally in dire need of help right here and I don't know where else to turn other than the people of the internet :( ***Kind regards,

1,199

1

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homeless

75mb0z

[15, 20]

Did I mention my parents are religious? I don't know if this is normal for religious people to treat. Whenever I tell them I'm terrified of being homeless they tell me I'm a "acting like a baby" and "get over it" my parents parents did not treat them this way. They're basically mad because they(I guess 30 or 40 years ago were different when they were my age? Because they said they both lived on their own at 17 and that they find it creepy I'm 16+ and they find it creepy being around me).

524

1

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anxiety

9bk0uc

(5, 10)

You are being invited to participate in a research study for Heather Cornett’s dissertation at Texas Woman’s University. The purpose of the current study is to examine the role of self-advocacy in those with a severe and persistent mental illness (SPMI) and how it relates to self-stigma and life satisfaction. The research is intended to supply the researcher with information about strategies that could improve life satisfaction in individuals diagnosed with an SPMI. Completion time for the survey is approximately 15-25 minutes. Participants are only allowed to participate once in the current study.

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survivorsofabuse

6gtoia

[15, 20]

This was a “nice thought”, and even though I had been told my mother to never leave a drink at the bar, it didn’t cross my mind that there might be something put in this drink or that I was being pushed to be more intoxicated. After I started sipping on that drink, I felt all the alcohol hit me and felt drunk. He said I’ve ordered an uber for us, which I thought I was being dropped back at home; I don’t actually remember the ride home in the Uber. We pulled up at his apartment complex, and he said come inside I know you’re hungry I have pizza. I thought eating pizza would be a good idea after the alcohol, so I followed him inside.

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relationships

7sg6pl

[5, 10]

But it's been 2 monthsalready this time. We didn't speak for Christmas or new year. I'm lonely, sad, angry at the situation (not angry at him!) and the worst part is not being able to talk or even know what's going on. We didn't fight before this so he's not angry at me.

1,486

1

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domesticviolence

8pww89

[10, 15]

Sorry this going to be super long, I have a lot to say... Tl;dr... see title. It was constant up and down; one minute we were happy and he was being more affectionate than he has in years, the next he's screaming at me and calling me a whore. I get it, I broke him. I feel so disgusted and ashamed with myself but I truly want to spend my life with no one else.

1,324

1

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ptsd

8b0cas

[10, 15]

She was seventeen and they met in a hospital, he was in the drug rehab, she was in the mental hospital. She was 17, and he technically kidnapped her, running across the country. She immediately got pregnant with me, and he married her, at which point the law washed their hands of the matter. I was born premature, 5 months and 3 weeks, which in 1981 was very dangerous. I spent 8 months in an incubator, and had heart surgery, but lived, and have not had health problems.

891

0

1

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anxiety

90u0br

[20, 25]

And it makes me more anxious which causes me to slip up *more*. It's getting WORSE though. I thought I could hold it down, this has been an ongoing issue for about a year or so and it has never been this bad but lately it's getting to the point where I can't even talk to my own MOTHER without freaking out over this shit. She came back in town from a very long half year vacation recently and I had to go to dinner with her because that's what you're obligated to do and I had to sit there and try and make small talk with my brother the whole damn night looking anxious as fuck... I know they noticed.

1,261

1

1,532,220,334

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anxiety

8jeclm

(5, 10)

but I'm really, really afraid of public embarrassments and awkward situations. So I was in the train station and saw this homeless lady asking for food and money. I always help homeless people if I have change in my wallet. I walked up to her, took out my wallet and pulled out this £5 cash to give her. She was kinda old, so she wasn't in a perfect physical health.

27,579

0

1

1,526,320,586

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assistance

70i0ay

[0, 5]

Our dog Jett has been diagnosed with diabetes and is now in the hospital to stabilize his blood sugar. Luckily, he seems to be doing well and he will be home with us soon. Unfortunately, his bill is large enough that we just can't cover it on our own (especially with our poor financial situation). We're being evicted from our home soon and trying to find a place with this bill is just too much for us by ourselves. [To help us with the bill, we set up a GoFundMe <url>

1,802

1

0.6

1,505,581,379

6

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42.69

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anxiety

7e5yas

[13, 18]

- Specificphobia: most commom type. It's when something causes exarcebate fear in the person. DSM-5 moved two more disorders to a specific group. But it is anxiety disorders: - TOC and post-traumatic stress.

1,616

0

0.8

1,511,148,482

3

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anxiety

86dv8c

[0, 5]

I didn't do anything during spring break, except maybe go to work. And even then, I missed a day because I just couldn't deal with the stress. Most adults get excited to tell you they did absolutely nothing during their break. And there was a time when I enjoyed taking a break too. But now it seems like every time I have a break or a day off from work, it makes the stress worse.

738

1

0.8

1,521,743,619

3

4.559481

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36.49

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8

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8

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4.361455

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ptsd

65zqy9

(0, 5)

I run <url>, which seeks to tell the honest stories of people across the country in order to foster a greater understanding of one another and increase empathy. In anticipation of May being Mental Health Awareness Month, we're hoping to write about people with mental illnesses to raise awareness. If you're interested in being interviewed for a story, please send me a DM. I have OCD, myself, so I can assure you the topic will be treated with the tact it deserves. Note: We are not doing anonymous interviews at this time, so your full name would be published in the story.

9,098

0

1

1,492,477,986

9

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0.25

domesticviolence

8hawwj

(15, 20)

I feel like I will never trust my own judgement again. 3) I fucking HATE being this person. I hate being a victim. I would never judge anyone else in my situation, but I can’t stand having to see myself as someone who was abused. My grandfather abused my grandmother her whole marriage and I always felt like, because of that, I would always be on the lookout.

28,989

1

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5

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1

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assistance

601uye

(0, 5)

Dental Lifeline Network's Donated Dental Services (DDS) program "provides free, comprehensive dental treatment to our country’s most vulnerable people with disabilities or who are elderly or medically fragile. These are people who cannot afford necessary treatment and cannot get public aid. The program operates through a volunteer network of more than 15,000 dentists and 3,700 dental labs across the United States." To qualify for services, applicants must lack adequate income to pay for dental care **and**: • Have a permanent disability, or

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0

1

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13.25

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2.41

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24.1

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2.41

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2.5

3

1

1.77239

1.58689

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1

7.806275

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homeless

92wagq

[10, 15]

I'm pretty healthy and have a silcock key for water but surviving the heat goes beyond just staying hydrated. Not enough food or the salt that comes with it led to bad cramps most mornings. Sleep was but a wishful dream. When the night time lows are still in the mid 90s, you just sortta sweat and doze. Flip your pillow when its soaking wet and repeat.

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0

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1

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4.116941

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domesticviolence

88ddzu

(0, 5)

I just got out of a four year, mostly on but sometimes off relationship. The last interaction we had, he was moving out. The night before, he had strangled me. We've had a toxic relationship, but mostly loving. He truly tried to love me as much as possible, but would get drunk and be verbally abusive.

29,353

0

1

1,522,441,078

5

3.853684

56

47.35

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3

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relationships

7q97j5

[0, 5]

Hey everyone. I need a place to vent and place my feelings because I don't know what to do anymore. This evening while playing a boardgame with my BF and some friends, I found out my BF lied big time. Short: last year we decided that I would join him this year on his skiing trip with his friends (his idea). This wasn't possible in the end (or so he told me) because his friends didn't want to rent a cabin but go on a cheap student skiing trip.

1,730

1

0.571429

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96.63

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4.49

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2.625

3

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1.75776

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0.83

5

5.309913

0.08

ptsd

8k9y39

(7, 12)

I’ve been leaving lights on at night both in the main rooms and my bedroom. The fear is both physical and emotional. I’m so jumpy at work and at home. I feel like I’m seeing things everywhere and little waves of panic wash through me all day. I’m really just finding this incredibly difficult right now and needed to write it out I guess.

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1

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4

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99

1

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0

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6.25

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3

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1

1.72598

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2

4.984588

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ptsd

7hzoqz

[65, 70]

All of these things I think contributed to this being a less traumatic experience than the first birth. Just before the second birth, she kind of lunged towards our first kid in the road, which, we later learned, gave her symphysis pubis dysfunction <url> She actually had substantial back/neck/joint pain (more on this later) in the first pregnancy as well, and this was worse, causing her to need crutches for the remainder of the pregnancy. This is not a super uncommon thing for a woman to experience <url> which includes my favorite-ever Wikipedia “For [alternate related article], see...”), but for most women, it resolves itself quickly after the baby is born. For my spouse, it didn’t, and she started seeing a pelvic floor physical therapist. This maybe helped, maybe didn’t.

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0

0.571429

1,512,582,269

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2.6

3

1

1.72844

1.55922

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1

8

7.994883

0.152778

domesticviolence

6nnm6e

[15, 20]

Babies don't care about work hours you know. Husband finally says he'll watch our darling for the few hours between his full night's sleep and work. So we're doing this. I'm chipping on an embroidery project doing 'me' time, he's on bed with baby keeping the crawling fiend busy. He falls asleep and baby almost falls into crack between headboard and wall.

184

0

0.571429

1,500,228,240

4

5.248971

63

58.58

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37.24

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44.44

12.7

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3.17

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3

1.3077

1

1.70691

1.78113

1.88859

0.83

4

4.811059

0.0625

domesticviolence

8ulo7r

[10, 15]

Why would you say that to me" and gets extremely offended. He continues on by giving me the silent treatment for 50 minutes and then comes in the room and tells me "You don't understand me. No one understands me. I give up. On everything."

437

1

0.571429

1,530,207,483

9

1.550507

45

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25.77

9

17.78

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24.44

20

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17.78

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2.8

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1

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1.6

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3

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relationships

7qyzjs

[5, 10]

She was already against smoking weed after college at first but now she seems to have moved to a stance where she's okay with me smoking weed as long as she's there when it happens, as in I could smoke with just her or when we're both hanging out with the same friends. I've tried asking her about it and genuinely understanding why she feels this way about it but she can't seem to describe it rationally, saying that it's a gut feeling that she gets that legitimately bothers her and gives her anxiety. She seemed very distressed talking about it and was almost at the poiint of tears saying that she wishes she knew why it bothers her so much but it does and she can't help it no matter how much she thinks about it or how much I try to explain it to her. I don't know how to explain this to her. I don't want to give up the option of smoking weed with friends but I don't want to break up with her over something like this because I love her.

2,080

1

0.571429

1,516,168,782

5

6.489082

186

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74.07

8.87

7.28

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66.67

26.34

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10.22

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19.35

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0

2.15

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0.54

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9.14

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3

1

1.1429

1

1.66934

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1.83366

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3

6.262163

0.24

ptsd

7hzoqz

[5, 10]

During the pregnancy and after the (traumatic) birth of our first child in 2013, symptoms started to intensify, including lots of depression, some manic behavior, and periodic angry outbursts. Somewhere in there we settled on a very (relatively speaking) effective combination of mental health meds that stabilized symptoms. We had our second child in 2015, after which an injury led to the discovery of a debilitating and incurable connective tissue disorder. The symptoms from this have been getting worse since then, and a good chunk of time from 2015 until now has been discovering what’s going on, coming to grips with a new reality, and managing those symptoms. Overall we’ve had a very healthy supportive relationship with strong shared values.

1,687

0

0.8

1,512,582,269

6

14.513033

120

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24

27.5

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10.83

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15.83

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1.67

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3

2.8889

3

1

1.1429

1

1.80193

1.46067

1.8333

1

8

12.980098

0.126407

anxiety

8jjz6d

(15, 20)

I'm worried I have a blood clot or something that gets aggravated when I wear them. I just want to be okay and to have a good time on this trip, but I've been so out of it, and I'm at my wit's end. Right now I'm lying down and I feel blood rushing all through my head, and bulging of blood vessels around my nose. I'm extremely sleep deprived and woozy but I'm scared to go to sleep and am in pain. I'm so scared.

26,811

1

1,526,372,807

1

0.479043

86

7.47

4.06

99

1

17.2

10.47

94.19

62.79

22.09

17.44

16.28

0

1.16

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8.14

13.95

0

20.93

3.49

0

1.16

0

1.16

10.47

2.33

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2.33

1.16

2.33

0

10.47

1.16

2.33

3.49

0

2.33

10.47

9.3

1.16

0

3.49

0

1.16

2.33

0

1.16

19.77

0

16.28

3.49

8.14

4.65

0

1.16

0

1.16

0

18.6

5.81

3.49

0

9.3

0

2.75

2.8333

3

1

1.1429

1

1.73101

1.52987

1.85655

1

2.173351

0.241032

ptsd

9jkhvr

[0, 5]

I have PTSD from my sexual abuse, and this week has been really hard. Really, since Dr. Ford came out against kavanaugh and the fallout of it. Today, though, was really hard. I come home to see my father watching fox news and agreeing that Dr. Ford is a lying whore. His words.

87

1

1,538,114,947

77

3.065472

53

38.66

9.34

81.66

1

10.6

9.43

81.13

52.83

15.09

9.43

7.55

0

1.89

0

5.66

3.77

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7.55

0

18.87

3.77

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7.55

1.89

5.66

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3.77

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5.66

1.89

0

3.77

11.32

0

1.89

0

9.43

7.55

3.77

0

3.77

0

3.77

0

5.66

11.32

0

11.32

3.77

1.89

5.66

0

1.89

0

1.89

0

20.75

13.21

7.55

0

2.8333

2.5

3

1

1.125

1

1.66147

1.5617

1.80424

0.95

10

3.683623

0.029167

ptsd

6veozn

[25, 30]

And I don't ask for the nightmares to drain me of all energy and make me feel worse throughout the day the harder I try to be normal. I was planning on seeking counselling without my parent's knowledge for this condition once I get to university and get settled, but now I'm wondering if I'm going to be told the same thing by a therapist there. I'm not looking for a diagnosis, just people who share my experience or know what I'm talking about. I'm sorry if this seems kind of ranty or rambling, my thoughts are a bit of a mess and I'm not sure what to think. Thank you for reading all this, anyhow.

1,054

1

1,503,441,768

2

7.02164

115

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6.96

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2.75

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7

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survivorsofabuse

99qzq1

[30, 35]

i knew gay was humiliation. i tried bringing up to my dad, and he said he wouldn't care if his son was a fudge packer, nor would he care bout that son anymore. i then had to speak to the bishop of my church and tell him about me possibly being gay. my dad was in the back of the room and another man i had never met wa sitting next to him. He asked me if i had ever had any gay encounters.

1,442

1

0.857143

1,535,056,653

19

3.638118

84

12.07

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63.1

23.81

20.24

11.9

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8.33

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3.57

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8.33

3.57

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1.19

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7.14

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1.19

0

2.38

0

9.52

5.95

2.38

0

1.19

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2.8

2.6364

3

1.3333

1.125

1

1.7316

1.60541

1.87232

0.92

2

5.338824

0.208333

ptsd

8h1rtk

[10, 15]

I kept my head up and demanded the respect I deserve. I was very polite and expect the same. She wasn’t, so I put her in her place (she reprimanded me for leaving my gowns hung up in the dressing room). I came back to try on another gown and she goes you could at least bring them back. Mind you I have a one year old in my cart....

637

0

0.8

1,525,461,049

31

0.358612

70

31.77

44.33

95.88

78.19

14

10

88.57

61.43

27.14

25.71

14.29

0

2.86

7.14

1.43

5.71

12.86

5.71

1.43

15.71

4.29

2.86

0

1.43

2.86

0

12.86

0

7.14

0

5.71

0

2.86

1.43

0

1.43

0

1.43

0

7.14

0

1.43

5.71

0

5.71

1.43

25.71

7.14

15.71

5.71

0

1.43

0

17.14

11.43

1.43

0

1.43

2.86

0

2.7

2.5

3

1.2

1

1.71724

1.7082

1.88673

0.92

9

2.326278

0

anxiety

6nwu7w

(10, 15)

I know every time I have panic attacks to remind myself it's just in my head, but it sucks when little things just make you feel like shit! Does anyone else get triggered by stupid things like this? ? I'm even just pissed at myself for now feeling mad at my mom, like don't you know not to tell someone with health anxiety that "they don't look right"?? Ugh!

45,812

1

0.8

1,500,333,249

2

4.086667

68

14.53

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anxiety

5x3dvl

[49, 54]

> > In recent years, I've noticed that I deal with some post-nasal drip, sneeze a lot throughout the day, deal with headaches, and have itchy, watery eyes. Maybe I have developed some kind of allergy that is influencing this? > > Any help is appreciated.

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0

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3.0175

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anxiety

97n1w7

(5, 10)

In class, im always on edge, i cant focus on one thing for too long and i constantly scan my environment and I think they think im looking at them which im not. this also made it more awkward to talk to them. I been there for a month but im still very nervous around my peers and teachers. I know my teacher and the tutor there get nervous/uncomfortable around me, lately they haven't been talking to me much or coming up to me especially the tutor to ask if I need help which they did before, my anxiety has gotten worse and I probably look more visibly uncomfortable than ever so that why they have barely asked if I needed help or said much to me ha! yet seem more at ease with other people.

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1

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0.015

ptsd

9p4ung

[26, 31]

I'm gonna try and get some sleep as it's the middle of the night here, and I hope I get through tomorrow with a single trigger, like I always wish for before I go to sleep. I hold that hope, and I know one day, it'll happen. Not now, but one day. Edit: Thank you all for your support and kind messages. It's really helped me get through today, and to keep moving forward, no matter how scary it seems, it's still moving forward.

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relationships

7thdhf

[0, 5]

I have a twin sister, Audrey, and I hate her. I genuinely can't explain it. I know it's so irrational, but it's just how it is, and I hate that this is how it is. We both came home for our mom's birthday, and I couldn't even spend 20 minutes with her. We're really different people.

1,960

0

0.6

1,517,104,967

18

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56

1

50

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1

11.2

12.5

94.64

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12.5

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0.82

29

3.710516

-0.3

assistance

7h0dfh

[35, 40]

I know this may seem like a small thing, but to someone with these problems, it's a huge deal and to be at a store where you do not feel "safe" around your managers and you can't talk with them and grow as an employee, what's the point of continuing to work there? So I luckily got them to put me on 3rd shift. Minimal contact and I still get to work for the company. As I did mention, I have been struggling lately with some things: being slow with completing tasks on the work list is the biggest issue I believe. I'm not sure why I'm slow, in the past a supervisor has said "Yes you're slow, but you're thorough."

1,758

1

0.571429

1,512,185,801

5

5.375357

121

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5.922679

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anxiety

7seukl

(9, 14)

I was consuming quite a lot of caffeine (up to 500mg per day) during the summer and I'm medicated with 18mg methylphenidate for ADHD. (I was rarely taking caffeine with methylphenidate together as there are a lot of side effects after doing that, one of them is anxiety and increased heart rate). I don't take methylphenidate now because of the high bp and my chest pains. I have an appointment to the cardiologyst but until then I'll have all my trial exams. I'm only 18 years old, is it really possible to have a chest angina at this age?

10,742

1

1,516,718,815

1

6.653429

99

59.39

15.62

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0

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0

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2

6.968333

0.112

survivorsofabuse

8fseme

[73, 78]

But she says she can't stand hearing it because she's got enough on her plate as she actually suffers with depression herself. I do read other people's posts and think maybe I've actually had it easy. Maybe I'm just over exaggerating thing, but i feel like I need to get it off my chest. Anyway thanks for reading. ( sorry the post is so long ).

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stress

91xcr4

[0, 5]

I'm 24 and have massive amounts of stress going on with job hunting. I live with parents who are constantly on my back and getting angry with me for not having a job. They keep trying to help me by saying "oh this place is hiring and that place is hiring again." I have tried all places where I live and every time I don't get an interview let alone hired. Even if they have a sign up that they are hiring, they tell me "sorry we're not hiring right now."

1,212

1

1,532,563,934

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ptsd

7cm97l

(0, 5)

When I was a kid, I suffered a kind of unlikely injury that basically ruined me mentally, and it seems like I just CAN NOT get away from it, because it's such cheap gory shock value that everyone uses it when they need cheap gory shock value. And if I'm not mentally prepared to see it I have a panic attack or just start crying. A fucking jokey homebrew cursed item on r/DND did that to me today, and I hate that my trauma is so bad that I have to stay guarded even when I'm just reading a funny thread about my favorite hobby. I'm still thinking about that fucking item. I'm so tired.

19,961

1

1,510,568,847

3

6.63697

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4.45

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0.72

1

7.293182

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ptsd

9u84s0

[42, 47]

I don’t know. Was this okay? Should I hate him? Or was it just something new? I really don’t know what to make of the situation.

67

1

0.6

1,541,372,852

4

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1

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relationships

7nv733

(24, 29)

Any tips for making more friends? Tl;dr: I've had very few friends throughout my life. Recently I've tried reaching out to a lot of people but almost all of them will decline my offer to hang out at some point. I guess maybe this has to do with how I am socially awkward in the past but I've also been told that I am trying too hard. Any tips for making more friends?

5,951

1

0.6

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2

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46.8

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3

1

1.1429

1

1.7808

1.4

1.84151

0.75

8

2.928496

-0.057381

ptsd

5m5ue0

(25, 30)

i remember her getting drunk and and ranting about a fuck buddy she was angry at. she came up with the brilliant idea of throwing a brick with a pie recipe tied to it through his window (i dont know). she told me to drive her to his house so she could do that and i said i didn't think it was a good idea. she told me if i didn't do it she would drunk drive there with my little brothers in the car. i haven't seen her in 6 and a half years.

11,252

0

0.8

1,483,614,883

10

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28.57

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7.37

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2.6667

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1.2727

1

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relationships

7o1ti5

(40, 45)

I think now she feels some of responsibility to help those in need and she gets a lot of gratification from these people who are very thankful to her. On occasion when we go out, we have been approached by these people and I can tell they are very grateful to her. We were at Starbucks while she's studying and the husband/wife she helped offered to buy her coffee, etc ... Lastly, her other dream is to get a house in this very rich neighborhood with houses that cost $2M at the very least. Anyways, enough with the bad, now the good things about her. She is a very loving person which is proven by the fact that everyone loves her at work.

14,402

0

0.6

1,515,056,739

0

6.447381

123

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3

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1.72723

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1.89468

0.33

10

6.133175

0.11525

homeless

7y7zh9

(15, 20)

I looked regular for once and it’s been a while to feel that way. I wanted to show who I was today to the world, it was empowering seeing that face I used to be especially when I saw him just a month ago. I left right away to catch any train heading to North Hollywood and eventually arrived at the area of my work interview. I was early but I know I made a mistake without considering how hard it is to panhandle especially when you don’t look it for the part. I had a sign with me and I asked people to spare me a quarter at most but all I got were weird looks.

39,786

0

0.714286

1,518,888,549

50

3.462206

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1.87346

0.9

26

5.283519

0.01045

anxiety

95ni2z

(0, 5)

Hello guys. This is my first post here. Ever since I can't fall asleep on a random night (few months ago) , I started getting anxiety at night and before heading to bed but everyday is different. Usually, when I get on bed n off the lights, my body started to heat up and i would sweat a little which makes me really uncomfortable. My heart would pound fast to which makes me anxious.

47,184

1

1,533,745,409

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53.78

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1

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0

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assistance

8wewv1

(0, 5)

I'm completely devastated. My cat was just hit and killed by a car. I don't think I'm allowed to bury him in the garden (we rent) and I don't know what to do. I've searched online and found loads of pet cremation services but they all cost a fortune. I don't have a penny to my name as I'm unemployed.

26,713

1

0.8

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ptsd

8myeyu

(0, 5)

Any help on how to stop ruminating? I work with some pretty toxic people and I can accept when people are ignorant and generally rude about my PTSD. I get it, some people are just really stupid and ignorant and won't understand how the assault affected me. But I spend WEEKS ruminating on all the things they've said, things they might say next... and the grounding techniques that my therapist suggests never stops it. How do you distract yourself from ruminating or arguing with people in your head?

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survivorsofabuse

8g4sf7

(40, 45)

Through everything, I just froze and waited for it all to be over. Each time I petitioned her to stop, she would become very visible distressed. She spent a lot of time talking about suicide. During the school year, we exchanged letters every day at school that, in retrospect, sounded a lot like love letters from her part, but I chalked it up to a best friend love. I'd never been in a romantic relationship- I was 13 at that point, and didn't really know what that looked like anyway.

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1

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assistance

8eqtqi

(5, 10)

Is there anyway I could persuade you to go a view you love (if not any place is fine) and write something similar on a card or piece of paper [I attached an example here]. Thank you all if you consider helping! It means the world. I'll probably post again as the date gets closer. I aim to continue trying until I can get at least 100.

48,845

0

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relationships

7sjxl5

[5, 10]

After college for about 2 years, I focused on my career and wasn't totally putting myself out there. Now, for the last year, I've actively put myself in the dating pool. It never seemed appealing to hang around in clubs or bars to hopefully pick someone up, so I've mostly stuck to online dating. I was mostly pretty casually looking, and would go on there when the mood struck me or I was speaking to someone I saw potential with. Over the course of the last about 2.5 months, I've been on 3 dates.

803

0

1

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relationships

7nnu34

[30, 35]

I got 6 stitches. My parents love my bf and in fact, my mom and him are so close that they go on walks and go to the movies together. I felt uncomfortable and unwanted by his family. To be fair, I was also a little closed off with them but mainly because I felt so unwanted. I have put on some weight, which I am sure his dad noticed because he absolutely hates fat people.

2,136

1

0.571429

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8

5.709053

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anxiety

5p0fv0

(0, 5)

I've never spoken to anyone about my anxiety but I'm pretty sure I have generalized anxiety disorder. When I was young I used to be very bright and would take charge of projects and doing assignments. As time went on I became lazier but still fairly on top of things. When I went into college I suffered and things never clicked. Doing even the most simple of tasks or assignments were just so difficult for me.

8,255

1

1,484,870,544

15

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6.15

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3.95

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1.32

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5.26

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17.11

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3

2.8

3

1

1.125

1

1.75907

1.41429

1.82034

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3

5.515897

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survivorsofabuse

7cgi1d

[150, 155]

This sends me into an extreme anxiety spiral, because I'd been seeing his mother almost every weekend for nearly five years, and she does this at the drop of a hat. I understand she was just trying to protect her son, but the level of nastiness was just insane. I had to get our old counsellor - mine and N's - involved to speak to her. She said the mother is taking things seriously. I don't believe it.

1,977

1

1,510,505,873

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30.52

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1.32

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6.58

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2.63

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2.8

3

1

1.1818

1

1.70605

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2

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assistance

9vfkge

[0, 5]

I have four kids full time, almost a year ago their dad was removed because of substantial abuse. It's been incredibly hard making ends meet by myself and although I get rent paid, all other bills are stuck on the back burner. Our electric bill is over $400 and they're demanding $225 as a minimum payment. It's scheduled for disconnect today and I can't put it off any longer. I know it's a long shot but seriously needing a miracle at the moment.

479

1

1,541,722,768

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relationships

7raco6

(10, 15)

I was never really close to him, our conversations never went past the 'nice weather we're having' area. But I coincidentally ran into him at a bar recently and I initially tried to keep my distance from him because I know he's friends with Zach, but then he told me that not only does he and Zach are no longer in contact with each other, they actually really dislike each other now. I'm guessing something went down after Zach and I broke up. After that, I was more comfortable around him. So, as the night went along and we got drunker, we ended up hooking up.

38,167

0

1

1,516,288,679

130

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25.77

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2.4444

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1.6721

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6.613132

0.078704

assistance

90g2gk

[34, 39]

It was created by a friend of the husband. She’s in for a long, hard road after she gets done with this freefall. If anyone can help. Please do. [Team Thomas](gf.me/u/jyy4qm)

94

0

0.6

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relationships

7p6wfz

(10, 15)

We are 100% no contact, and have decided we won't talk to each other for at least a few months, or until we're ready to talk and maybe try to be friends. He says he still cares deeply for me and loves me, but this is for the best. I wish it was easier to get over, but it isn't. What advice do y'all have? Thanks!

38,644

0

0.6

1,515,502,480

7

1.584

66

15.26

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anxiety

6dfbg8

[0, 5]

I get anxious because I am worried about bad things that I think may happen in my life. Im worried about losing my job, my girlfriend might leave me for someone more funny, with a better job, that is more self confident etc. You think these things because you perceive yourself to have no value. I get so preoccupied with these worries and it constantly undermines my self esteem that it applies to other areas in your life, even everyday interactions, going to the store, these can be extremely stressful events. You're so unconfident in yourself that you have a million thoughts a second and constantly second guess yourself.

786

1

1,495,780,739

1

11.225676

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9.9

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29.36

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9.17

0

7.34

0

12.84

3.67

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9.17

7.34

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0.92

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2.75

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2.75

1.83

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3.67

6.42

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0

0.92

11.93

0

0.92

0

12.84

3.67

1.83

0

3.67

2.75

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1.83

0

1.83

0

7.34

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0.92

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11.01

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0

0.92

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2.8333

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1

1.125

1

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0

9.864396

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assistance

83xi5f

[0, 5]

Hi I just wondered if any of you could offer some advice on this situation. I bought a house year ago, but I am yet to move in. I am in my early thirties but suffer from long-term depression, although I appear entirely normal in my appearance and in my communications with people, albeit a little quiet. I am currently still at home with my parents.

1,243

0

0.6

1,520,881,209

23

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7.849963

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relationships

7nj3pj

(25, 30)

(Hurt the ego, but whatever, I guess you're not always gonna be the hottest guy she's ever been with.) Then I found another thing that pretty much destroyed me - an e-mail to her high school boyfriend begging him to come visit her and have sex with her, because of how fantastic it was when they used to have sex. This was probably half a year after we had split up, and the implied comparison with me was pretty clear. Making matters worse is that this guy basically checks all the boxes on shit that makes me insecure - tall, douchey rich guy (in contrast to me - 5'8", not at all douchey guy with a good but not incredibly glamorous career). Anyway, these pieces of information - that she pretty much opened up to me sexually only when she felt threatened by another woman, and that she has clearly been with other guys who she's had much more sexual interest in than me - pretty much led me to the alternate hypothesis that it wasn't the vaginal pain and the birth control so much as her lack of attraction to me in comparison to past boyfriends.

36,749

1

0.8

1,514,855,819

0

18.113939

193

40.59

50

31.66

55.05

38.6

16.58

95.85

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1.73632

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15.646929

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anxiety

6smggz

(0, 5)

There's a TL;DR at the bottom for those who wanna get to the point this gets kinda lengthy. Hi, I'm 19 and this is my first time posting here and I'm hoping at least one person can relate. Before a few months ago I never had to deal with anxiety really, but out of nowhere it hit me like a truck. I guess what's been causing it is relationship issues, but mostly health anxiety. My first major mistake was googling symptoms I started having, not realizing that it was normal for anxiety to cause physical symptoms.

46,984

1

1,502,294,664

6

5.023857

97

35.31

15.12

78.69

1.48

19.4

15.46

91.75

55.67

17.53

8.25

0

9.28

5.15

12.37

13.4

5.15

4.12

3.09

19.59

6.19

4.12

2.06

4.12

2.06

5.15

1.03

4.12

3.09

0

5.15

0

16.49

2.06

3.09

4.12

2.06

4.12

0

5.15

0

5.15

0

8.25

2.06

0

6.19

10.31

2.06

14.43

0

6.19

8.25

0

2.06

0

1.03

0

14.43

5.15

4.12

0

1.03

0

4.12

0

2.7143

2.8

3

1

1.7029

1.34762

1.76608

1

9

6.029429

0.101389

stress

8oj1fd

(10, 15)

The simplest breathing technique can help you calm your mind. It's called diaphragmatic breathing. Simply, place your hands on your belly, then ribs, then upper chest and practice breathing into your hands. At the end, you place one hand on your belly and the other on your heart and breath into your belly up to your heart and back out again. By placing my hands on your body, you can choose a certain number of breaths to count and focus on the physical sensation of your hands rising and falling.

11,146

0

1

1,528,132,606

2

8.373297

90

74.89

99

82.75

67.75

18

14.44

93.33

54.44

17.78

15.56

1.11

0

14.44

0

2.22

5.56

16.67

3.33

8.89

0

3.33

4.44

1.11

0

1.11

0

2.22

0

16.67

0

3.33

1.11

0

1.11

6.67

0

6.67

22.22

21.11

1.11

0

4.44

1.11

3.33

0

1.11

4.44

2.22

23.33

2.22

16.67

5.56

1.11

0

12.22

5.56

0

1.11

0

2.6667

2.8889

3

1.1667

1.1429

1

1.74134

1.76905

1.83743

0.75

0

6.809099

0.055612

anxiety

5ze577

(0, 5)

Summary: - Have been working at a factory job for 1 month, hoping it would be a career change. Pretty physical job, push/pulling things that are up to 150lb quite often during my day. - Came into this job while recovering from a bulging disc in my lower back (L5/S1) - A medical certificate was provided to my employer advising that I have a back injury going into this job.

23,410

0

0.8

1,489,518,159

1

7.195435

69

80.03

33.19

90.83

52.99

23

17.39

89.86

52.17

14.49

5.8

0

8.7

7.25

14.49

10.14

4.35

1.45

0

18.84

2.9

1.45

0

1.45

0

4.35

2.9

1.45

0

1.45

0

8.7

0

1.45

2.9

5.8

0

4.35

1.45

4.35

0

7.25

0

2.9

4.35

0

5.8

2.9

26.09

7.25

11.59

10.14

14.49

0

18.84

4.35

2.9

1.45

0

4.35

0

2.9

2.8462

2.48215

3

1.29165

1.1429

1

1.77696

1.67857

1.89723

1

2

8.067935

0.05

anxiety

6c1tfq

[5, 10]

I've tried getting new glasses, but that didn't help. Blood work came back fine. I have tried medication but only helped with anxiety not focusing issue. Some days I just straight out can't focus. Luckily, when I'm on auto-pilot and distracted, I can get a lot done.

1,155

1

0.5

1,495,172,810

4

2.881731

48

8.65

1

99

65.25

9.6

16.67

89.58

47.92

12.5

10.42

0

2.08

6.25

12.5

8.33

6.25

22.92

6.25

0

2.08

0

4.17

8.33

4.17

2.08

0

2.08

0

18.75

2.08

0

6.25

0

10.42

0

4.17

2.08

0

14.58

2.08

6.25

4.17

0

12.5

14.58

0

16.67

2.08

8.33

2.08

0

27.08

10.42

6.25

0

2.08

0

8.33

0

2.4444

2.8889

3

1

1.1667

1

1.76413

1.5381

1.82588

0.84

3

4.350615

0.181061

domesticviolence

6vfkc2

[80, 85]

Even when (now talking about other times) I tried to be playful and like scare prank him, he would beat me up for it. And I still looked up to him for some reason. I believe no child should ever experience these kinds of things. They always drag themselves into your future life. In my case, I have sworn to myself to never become like my father, but I still have these... well, issues.

2,064

0

0.571429

1,503,450,563

5

2.88666

74

12.68

29.43

95.33

51.03

12.33

6.76

93.24

70.27

27.03

20.27

12.16

0

1.35

4.05

2.7

6.76

0

18.92

8.11

12.16

5.41

2.7

13.51

1.35

2.7

1.35

0

1.35

4.05

2.7

1.35

0

12.16

1.35

0

5.41

16.22

4.05

1.35

2.7

1.35

4.05

2.7

1.35

0

1.35

0

1.35

0

6.76

0

2.7

5.41

0

2.7

8.11

1.35

17.57

0

5.41

12.16

0

1.35

0

1.35

0

1.35

0

18.92

10.81

5.41

0

2.7

0

2.8333

2.3636

3

1.1818

1.125

1

1.69855

1.52

1.94089

0.78

11

3.203127

-0.075

domesticviolence

6or8tl

[60, 65]

Sorry for such a jumbled mess of a post. Edit: I realize I never expanded on the dissociation or depression. Because of my dissociation, while he was being abusive he would often say things like, "You're just remembering wrong. (gaslighting/rewriting history)" "You have bad memory. That never happened."

967

1

0.8

1,500,674,989

5

4.144178

49

19.28

58.08

71.95

1

9.8

26.53

89.8

59.18

18.37

14.29

6.12

0

4.08

0

4.08

6.12

10.2

6.12

4.08

18.37

4.08

2.04

0

12.24

0

12.24

0

2.04

4.08

10.2

0

4.08

18.37

6.12

2.04

4.08

2.04

0

2.04

0

4.08

0

4.08

6.12

8.16

0

16.33

0

4.08

10.2

2.04

0

32.65

10.2

4.08

2.04

0

8.16

2.04

4.08

2.04

2.7143

2.6667

2.6

1

1.81657

1.46667

1.82072

1

8

6.164667

-0.375

domesticviolence

9aqnbi

(5, 10)

But there you were, laughing and being affectionate with your newest victim. Same dark hair, same bubbly personality. She's a prettier, skinnier version of me. Everything you made me believe I needed to be but could never change. I was visibly shaking as I tried to remain calm in front of the new guy I have been dating.

21,714

1

1,535,388,906

18

4.90661

58

26.46

50

69.96

85.87

11.6

17.24

93.1

55.17

18.97

17.24

10.34

0

5.17

1.72

0

1.72

3.45

12.07

13.79

3.45

6.9

1.72

20.69

13.79

10.34

0

10.34

6.9

3.45

1.72

0

12.07

0

1.72

18.97

1.72

3.45

0

5.17

3.45

1.72

0

5.17

1.72

0

10.34

6.9

0

12.07

1.72

3.45

6.9

0

15.52

8.62

5.17

0

1.72

0

2.8571

2.7778

3

1

1.2857

1

1.72241

1.56863

1.89243

0.93

5

6.012

0.035227