It's hard to tell what your issue is, but any doctor should be able to point you in the right direction for help, as will anybody at most any church.
Ngalokuvamisile ungeke utfole ebantfu bewulungele lonamsebenti, kepha sibopho sanobe ngubani kwekutsi ente lokuncono phela lisontfo litewukwati kukhetsa longcono lolungele lonamusebenti.