 ከባዱን ኃላፊነቱን ለመወጣት በቂ ጥንካሬ ስላልነበረው ምስክርነቱን ብቻ ሳይሆን፥ በማያቋርጥ ጉዞው የተነሣም ከሚስቱና ከቤተሰቡ ጋር እንደ ባዕድ መተያየት ጀመረ።
Not only did he lose his testimony because he was not strong enough to carry the heavy burdens, but his constant travelling destroyed his relationship with his wife and family.