(At the heart of this is that he is worried that he may end his days drinking himself in to an early grave in one of the damned places.)
Balse waxaa la yaab leh goorta uu cabdi iley ku raaxaysan doono guryahaas waayo maalmo dhow kacdoon shacab ka fila dalka oo dhan xisaabtuna way dhawdahay.