While I am certainly not a believer in the Secret, have you considered that you might be helping to create some of the things you fear?
Aniga waxba ma halleynin, aniga hawsheydaan iska watayba, maba ogeyn in kawaanka lay saaraayo, laakiin Illaahay ammarkiis lee maahinoo haddii lay saaray kawaanka haddeerto?