As a fellow brother in Christ, I will first say that I know this is a complex issue that the church as a whole seems to get mired in all the time with no real resolution, even if the "solution" (イエス) is right next to us.
Njengoba umzalwane kuKristu, Ngizokwenza kuqala ukuthi ngiyazi ukuthi lokhu kuyinkinga eziyinkimbinkimbi ukuthi isonto lilonke kubonakala ukuze shí sonke isikhathi kungekho isinqumo real, ngisho noma ngabe "isixazululo" (uJesu) ilungile eduze nathi.