It is true, and I have confessed it before, that from the first hour I began to converse with him, I resolved to let him lie with me, if he offered it; but it was because I wanted his help and assistance, and I knew no other way of securing him than that.
Kuyiqiniso impela ukuthi, kusukela ngomzuzu wokuqala ngiqala ukuba nobudlelwano naye, ngangizimisele ukumvumela ukuba alale nami, uma engicela lokho kimi; kepha bekungenxa yokuthi bengidinga usizo lwabo futhi bengingazi ngenye indlela yokukuqinisekisa.